My life before the gluten-free diet was stressful and emotional.
I was confused and perplexed by the gradual changes my body had made.
Exhausted from doctor visits, medications, tests, blood work, and more doctor visits with NO answers.
"Something must have changed."
"Let's focus on the kidney stone first."
"We'll do more tests."
"I'm sorry."
"Talk to your other doctor."
Just a few of the comments from my doctors, that left me completely LOST.
I honestly felt no hope.
And especially from the two doctors I was meeting with almost on a monthly, if not bimonthly basis.
ALL I wanted was my body back the way it used to be.
ALL I wanted was to be myself again around my kids, husband, family, and friends. To have energy, to not feel a constant sickness.
ALL I wanted was to feel NORMAL.
So here's my story.
It all started a year ago this January.
I started having a monthly annoyance of yeast and bacterial infections on the inside and outside of my body. These would cause me to feel fatigued, sick, and just not myself. I could almost time them. NEVER in my life had I had these. EVER. Their solution: Medication. Pills.
Then first week in April I sprayed my ankle stepping out of a flower bed in our front yard. It was bad enough that I needed to be on crutches for several days. Around the same time, I noticed my joints and muscles ached all the time. Almost as if I had worked out or used them A LOT. I almost felt like I was having early arthritis. I couldn't even cut my kids' fingernails without having my hands ache the WHOLE time.
That same month, I started feeling weird sensations in my legs and lower back. A burning, prickly, falling asleep pain. It was so strange. Tired, sick to my stomach. I honestly thought I was loosing my mind or becoming one of those people who think they are sick when they are truly not. A few days later, I woke up to find a rash on my lower right backside. I right away sent an image of it to my mom and a close friend of mine. Both agreed: Shingles. A trip to the doctor (which I had been to a few days before FOR the weird sensation--who had suggested I was pregnant), confirmed that it was indeed Shingles. More medication. Rest. Stay away from pregnant women and young children. REALLY?!?!?!
Early September I had a similar feeling and rash which ended up being a bacterial infection. Unlike my April rash, this one spread across both sides of my body. More medication.
Then the beginning of November, on the day our children were being baptized, I woke up with a stinging pain in my lower back. I was NOT about to cancel or postpone something that we had been waiting for, for a long time. Four Advil and the busyness of the day, caused the pain to subside. Just as guests were leaving our house, it came back FULL force. Enough that I couldn't stop crying. Both our moms agreed I should be taken to the ER. The car ride there was horrible. I honestly felt like I was having Clayton again!! Between waves of pain, we laughed (lightly). While in the ER, I went to the bathroom and peed blood. Pure blood. I freaked! I know, I should have been more relaxed...but I had never had something like that happen before and I was not prepared. More tests, blood work, CT scan, showed it indeed was a kidney stone. Lovely. Sent home with a sieve, MORE medication, drink LOTS of fluids, and a hang in there.
I forgot to mention that prior to the kidney stone, I had a horrible cold and another bought of infections. In fact, I was ON medication when I went into the ER to help clear up my issues that I had had the week before. And right after feeling somewhat normal (like I didn't have to use the restroom, right after washing my hands from using it!), I got another cold.
There wasn't a day in those 10 months that I didn't feel fatigued, nausea or sick to my stomach, achy, muscle/joint pain, and downright emotional.
Then, I started researching.
AND taking control of what I had given my doctors.
Control of finding answers to what was wrong with ME.
A friend had mentioned Candida. Looked it up. Yep. That was me.
I remember sending an email to a "help" group online. As I typed the last 10 months out to this woman, I balled. I could not stop crying. I honestly couldn't believe that I had dealt with this for so long and had NO answers.* She responded back telling me to finish up my antibiotics (which I felt I was on monthly) and seek their herbal supplements.
I stopped drinking pop (it helped that I could only drink water with my kidney stone).
And low and behold, December was the first month (to this day! Yeah!) that I did NOT have any infections.
I also contacted a holistic health woman that a friend suggested.
I called her and was overwhelmed.
Everything she said to me was new.
Unknown.
I met with her once. Very sweet. Motherly. She did a test on me without even asking me about my background or insurance. The results brought tears to my eyes. EVERYTHING I had been experiencing, had a name and a reason. This was just before Christmas. She also told me I was going to have to go on a radical detox diet.
Nervous and unsure, I postponed meeting with her until the New Year.
In that time, I did more research. Asked more holistic friends.
Another friend, gave me a name of yet another doctor (this time a chiropractor).
I decided to give him a call.
Why not have a second opinion?
Before even meeting with him to see IF he wanted me as a patient, I had to attend one of his seminars in his office and fill out a three page medical history chart. They also would do some tests, come up with a "plan," and then IF I had accepted as well, would meet with a financial person to discuss our payment method.
I was dumbfounded but more at ease of the logistics of it all.
He seriously did not start any work on me until THREE weeks after sitting in his seminar.
From day one of meeting him, I felt in sync with his thoughts and techniques (somewhat at least).
More tests were done to find 17 different food sensitivities. One being Gluten.
More things were found out of why my body was/is acting up, but I won't go into detail.
Just know, I am taking supplements (more than I thought I ever would!), watching my diet, having adjustments, and thinking differently.
I still have slip-ups with my diet, or days where I remember what it was like before the start of my healing plan. And it puts things in perspective for me.
I have come a long way.
More energy, more control, more happiness.
MORE normalcy.
And I still have a long way to go.
But I'm getting there.
And feeling GREAT about this moment.
And the HUGE smile that is on my face.
Because...
I feel almost NORMAL.
*As I type this now, I am smiling a big smile. Content. Happy where I am at on my road to getting back to "normal." NOT crying, distraught, puzzled. Amazing what a few months can bring!
Top 10 for the week:
(I will try my best to make this short and sweet!)
10. Easter Tree. Starting a few Halloweens ago, Nana started decorating a tree for each holiday. Kids enjoyed it and I actually did too. SO, I decided to make one of our own. Unfortunately, online I couldn't find one that I liked. But, I knew Jay's mom had one that I could borrow until then. Kids loved picking out the decorations at Michael's and then coming home and decorating it!:o)
9. Shopping. Did a few shopping trips on my own this week. Bliss. No kids is SO much easier. So much quicker. So much more pleasant:o) Enough said.
8. Life is good. As my story above, things are really looking good. And I've decided to stay home:o) THREE more years. There, I said it. Not I just have to make it official.
7. Jeans. I noticed my jeans were starting to become rather big on me. Went shopping for new ones today. One pair was a size smaller and the other two sizes smaller. Shocked. No pop and eating healthier has caused me to loose 15 pounds without even really trying. Crazy. I'm still shocked.
6. More Cooking/Baking. Made GF zucchini bread this week--delicious!! My favorite recipe of the week by far! We also made GF apple crisp and from scratch pancakes for the rest of my family. I cannot believe how much I am enjoying this. Seriously.
5. Friends Over. Our two favorite family friends came over last night. The triplets (all three of our younger boys were born within 5 months of each other) were having a ball! It's amazing they will be TWO this year! Kids enjoyed themselves, adults enjoyed themselves. Always a win-win situation.
4. Malloryisms. Was a bit grumpy this week...but I still think she's catching up on sleep and recovering from being sick. One of my favorite moments this week, was when I witnessed her saying Thank-you to another parent because he was holding the door open for her. She didn't even know I was there...and to see her appreciating help and knowing how to say it to others. YES! She also learned about George Washington this week--amazing what a 4 year old remembers! Still getting dressed by herself, wanting to help more, and even wanting to play by herself more. Oh and we had a conversation on the way home from the store today (it was just the two of us). Seems she was to be a doctor and marry her Daddy. I think it's sweet:o) You should have seen the smirk on her face. Daddy's little girl.
3. Clayisms. Clay. Really funny story. Tuesday, after dropping Mal off at school, Clay and I came home to a pile of dog poop on the playroom floor. Doors were closed, so I quickly washed fruit (didn't want to contaminate food). As I was doing this, I noticed Clay had gone into his room, taken about 10 diapers out, and was proceeding to put them in front of the playroom doors. Obviously, he knew that Tipper needed a DIAPER. I still laugh out loud thinking about this. He was so serious and determined to help Tipper out. Speaking of poops, Clay had a poop mid nap (15 minutes in). Which you know that is NOT good. Yeah, he wouldn't go back to sleep. UGH. But this week he has said, green, thank-you, fish, table. AND he was great with our guest over. NO pushing or hitting. I think his mommy and me time at the library/PAL are helping! Thank goodness!
2. Bible Study. My bestie from 5th grade and I have been trying our hardest to get a bible study started since like September and we FINALLY did on Wednesday. So great talking with her. Even if she's across Lake Michigan. Looking forward to a weekly meeting with her. Love you girl.
1. Date Night. Jay and I finally had our Valentine's Day dinner out this weekend. We went to Zazio's downtown. Fancy dining. Lovely conversation. GF menu:o) It was nice to reconnect and recharge. Went to Lowe's afterwards to look at carpet. Love date night. Love my hubby.
Well, the week has come and gone.
March is Friday!
Crazy fast!
Time.
Enjoy your week.
Thanks for stopping by.
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Monday, February 18, 2013
The End is Approaching
The end is approaching.
Not the world. That was months ago.
The end of my ONE year sabbatical.
It went crazy fast! But it's almost done.
A decision needs to be made about my future.
It's so strange for me to think that within the next month I could possibly--even more than likely--be turning in my resignation to Decatur.
There has been some ups and downs to this decision this week.
I am fortunate I would say to have people in my life who give me contradictory thoughts to ponder.
I mean, up until this week, there was no doubt in my head that I would be submitting my letter and truly storing my teaching supplies for a few more years (if not longer).
But these people, who truly know me, made me stop and think.
And cry.
All life decisions end and and start with a good cry, right?!?!
I love teaching.
I love staying at home.
Both I find joy in.
Both I feel I do well.
Both I find frustration.
And both even make me a little crazy at times.
So, here's the gist. I really don't want to go back. I'm feeling healthier, more in the groove, happy with where I am at with our kids and my life.
THEN there's a part of me that TRULY worries I will never find another teaching job. And that really breaks my heart. To know that I would never have my own classroom again. Really?
So, I'm left with about a month to come to my final decision.
I have lots of support. I know this. But I also know that the decision is ultimately mine.
So, I pray. And have faith. That the answer will be clear. And direct.
At least, that's what I hope.
Please.
Top 10 for the Week:
10. Easter Decor. I may be jumping the gun on getting our Easter decorations out...but I can't help it. We have a daughter who is in LOVE with decorations. As soon as I put our Valentines away, she was asking what was next. Today she informed me that we didn't have enough. We are working on it:o)
9. Meijer Visit. For Valentines Day, Nana and Papa gave the kids a Meijer gift card. We all needed out of the house after such a long week, so we headed to Meijer late Sunday afternoon. Mal was easy. She saw barbie doll furniture and was not turning back. Clay on the other hand was a struggle. He's at such a strange age. Not too big enough to really play by himself (although I caught him this afternoon preparing a meal in the pretend kitchen and then eating it at the table) or games. It took forever to find the "perfect" toy for him. We ended up with a block train. Seems like a hit--we will see.
8. Valentine's Day. Not how I really thought I'd be spending my day. Was in the ER with Sir Clayton for 4 1/2 hours. Mal went to school and then spent the afternoon at Daddy's office with Kim, Grandpa, Grandma, and Daddy. She enjoyed some copy machine fun, coloring, coffee with the gals, and I'm sure numerous snacks:o) I was exhausted. No answers on this day. But we had some great sleepers that night.
7. Family & Friends. I have these people in my life who I think are rather grand. Some I talk to every other day, some once a week, some once a month. But I love them. Each of them bring a different perspective, insight, love, and support. Thank-you. You know who you are:o)
6. Sun. I love you. Never go away. EVER.
5. Betty Crocker. Today is Crock pot Monday. I've just declared it. As my kids sat on the counter and watched me chop up veggies, and then toss them in, I felt extreme joy. And even more joy knowing that my cooking was done for the day! Woohoo! On tonight's dinner menu: Chicken Noodle Soup. Smells delicious! I am getting quite Crockerish you know. Made more granola, muffins, my own taco seasoning (SOOOO good), gluten free cookies. I don't want to jinx myself, but I'm starting to like this cooking thing. Seriously. Just ask my husband. I'm sure he's fainting as he reads this. I've had some not-so-good things (like my GF zucihini muffins). It takes practice. Right?!?!
4. Clayisms. Can say pants, train. Funny little dude. Seriously. So reminds me of his Daddy. While we were in the ER the second day, he started doing this funny walk. His shoulders slumped over and his head down. SOOOO funny. Jay and I couldn't help crack up laughing. This week he also learned how to climb in and out of his crib. We are not fans. But this doesn't seem to effect his night time sleep or morning routine. We shall wait and see.
3. Malloryisms. It was a strange, off week. Mal only took one nap the whole week. So she was a bit grumpy this weekend. As I type this she is going on hour two of her nap today. By golly--she needed this! I taught her a little saying this week--You get what you get, and you don't throw a fit. This has come in handy A LOT this week. This will be said in our house daily I'm sure. I didn't get as much time with her at the end of this week...and I could really tell this. She wanted my attention so badly this weekend. I took her grocery shopping. How Mommy bonding is that?!?!? She's doing better. And it breaks my heart a little and also makes me feel appreciated. Does that make sense? 3-4 days this week Mal got herself dressed--completely. Wasn't always matching...but she did it on her own!! Our own little fashionista in the making. I've also seen a real kind soul come out in her. I mean, this isn't always the case. But I've seen some truly generous gestures in the last few weeks. Makes a momma proud.
2. RSV. Sucks. Seriously. Due to the breathing treatments at home not working, I spent the day after Valentine's Day in the Kazoo ER for 6 hours! Thankfully, Aunt Hil was around and took in Miss Mal. The test from the prior ER visit showed up positive for RSV. Clay's breathing was touch and go. One minute fine, the next all out of sorts. Fever, cough, wheezing, no eating or drinking, lethargic, runny nose. NOT fun at all. We were never admitted...just monitoring his breathing and waiting to see what would happen next. Jay joined me for the last few hours which was great--hadn't had anything to eat or a chance to even use the bathroom. Let's just say I'm still trying to catch up from those days. I've taken naps the last three days. Starting to somewhat feel normal. Clay was totally fine the next day. He's such a resilient kid. Seriously. Besides the cough and runny nose, you'd never have guessed he was struggling to breath the day before. The gave him a different breathing treatment at the hospital that lasts 12 hours and a shot of steroids. Other than that, we just had to wait it out.
1. Bowling. Saturday night was suppose to be our Valentine's Day celebration. Dinner and bowling with the Decatur Boosters group. We had to cancel our babysitter for Saturday night due to our sickness. But Grandma and Grandpa came through! And I was overjoyed. I really needed this night out after all the sickness stress. We ended up just going bowling. It was great to hang out with fellow Decatur people. It was also amusing how many of them asked me if I was coming back to school next year. We will see people.
Well, my dishwasher's done.
Soup is coming to the end.
And dance is around the corner...
Enjoy your week!!
And my fellow teachers--good luck at conferences!!
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell
Not the world. That was months ago.
The end of my ONE year sabbatical.
It went crazy fast! But it's almost done.
A decision needs to be made about my future.
It's so strange for me to think that within the next month I could possibly--even more than likely--be turning in my resignation to Decatur.
There has been some ups and downs to this decision this week.
I am fortunate I would say to have people in my life who give me contradictory thoughts to ponder.
I mean, up until this week, there was no doubt in my head that I would be submitting my letter and truly storing my teaching supplies for a few more years (if not longer).
But these people, who truly know me, made me stop and think.
And cry.
All life decisions end and and start with a good cry, right?!?!
I love teaching.
I love staying at home.
Both I find joy in.
Both I feel I do well.
Both I find frustration.
And both even make me a little crazy at times.
So, here's the gist. I really don't want to go back. I'm feeling healthier, more in the groove, happy with where I am at with our kids and my life.
THEN there's a part of me that TRULY worries I will never find another teaching job. And that really breaks my heart. To know that I would never have my own classroom again. Really?
So, I'm left with about a month to come to my final decision.
I have lots of support. I know this. But I also know that the decision is ultimately mine.
So, I pray. And have faith. That the answer will be clear. And direct.
At least, that's what I hope.
Please.
Top 10 for the Week:
10. Easter Decor. I may be jumping the gun on getting our Easter decorations out...but I can't help it. We have a daughter who is in LOVE with decorations. As soon as I put our Valentines away, she was asking what was next. Today she informed me that we didn't have enough. We are working on it:o)
9. Meijer Visit. For Valentines Day, Nana and Papa gave the kids a Meijer gift card. We all needed out of the house after such a long week, so we headed to Meijer late Sunday afternoon. Mal was easy. She saw barbie doll furniture and was not turning back. Clay on the other hand was a struggle. He's at such a strange age. Not too big enough to really play by himself (although I caught him this afternoon preparing a meal in the pretend kitchen and then eating it at the table) or games. It took forever to find the "perfect" toy for him. We ended up with a block train. Seems like a hit--we will see.
8. Valentine's Day. Not how I really thought I'd be spending my day. Was in the ER with Sir Clayton for 4 1/2 hours. Mal went to school and then spent the afternoon at Daddy's office with Kim, Grandpa, Grandma, and Daddy. She enjoyed some copy machine fun, coloring, coffee with the gals, and I'm sure numerous snacks:o) I was exhausted. No answers on this day. But we had some great sleepers that night.
7. Family & Friends. I have these people in my life who I think are rather grand. Some I talk to every other day, some once a week, some once a month. But I love them. Each of them bring a different perspective, insight, love, and support. Thank-you. You know who you are:o)
6. Sun. I love you. Never go away. EVER.
5. Betty Crocker. Today is Crock pot Monday. I've just declared it. As my kids sat on the counter and watched me chop up veggies, and then toss them in, I felt extreme joy. And even more joy knowing that my cooking was done for the day! Woohoo! On tonight's dinner menu: Chicken Noodle Soup. Smells delicious! I am getting quite Crockerish you know. Made more granola, muffins, my own taco seasoning (SOOOO good), gluten free cookies. I don't want to jinx myself, but I'm starting to like this cooking thing. Seriously. Just ask my husband. I'm sure he's fainting as he reads this. I've had some not-so-good things (like my GF zucihini muffins). It takes practice. Right?!?!
4. Clayisms. Can say pants, train. Funny little dude. Seriously. So reminds me of his Daddy. While we were in the ER the second day, he started doing this funny walk. His shoulders slumped over and his head down. SOOOO funny. Jay and I couldn't help crack up laughing. This week he also learned how to climb in and out of his crib. We are not fans. But this doesn't seem to effect his night time sleep or morning routine. We shall wait and see.
3. Malloryisms. It was a strange, off week. Mal only took one nap the whole week. So she was a bit grumpy this weekend. As I type this she is going on hour two of her nap today. By golly--she needed this! I taught her a little saying this week--You get what you get, and you don't throw a fit. This has come in handy A LOT this week. This will be said in our house daily I'm sure. I didn't get as much time with her at the end of this week...and I could really tell this. She wanted my attention so badly this weekend. I took her grocery shopping. How Mommy bonding is that?!?!? She's doing better. And it breaks my heart a little and also makes me feel appreciated. Does that make sense? 3-4 days this week Mal got herself dressed--completely. Wasn't always matching...but she did it on her own!! Our own little fashionista in the making. I've also seen a real kind soul come out in her. I mean, this isn't always the case. But I've seen some truly generous gestures in the last few weeks. Makes a momma proud.
2. RSV. Sucks. Seriously. Due to the breathing treatments at home not working, I spent the day after Valentine's Day in the Kazoo ER for 6 hours! Thankfully, Aunt Hil was around and took in Miss Mal. The test from the prior ER visit showed up positive for RSV. Clay's breathing was touch and go. One minute fine, the next all out of sorts. Fever, cough, wheezing, no eating or drinking, lethargic, runny nose. NOT fun at all. We were never admitted...just monitoring his breathing and waiting to see what would happen next. Jay joined me for the last few hours which was great--hadn't had anything to eat or a chance to even use the bathroom. Let's just say I'm still trying to catch up from those days. I've taken naps the last three days. Starting to somewhat feel normal. Clay was totally fine the next day. He's such a resilient kid. Seriously. Besides the cough and runny nose, you'd never have guessed he was struggling to breath the day before. The gave him a different breathing treatment at the hospital that lasts 12 hours and a shot of steroids. Other than that, we just had to wait it out.
1. Bowling. Saturday night was suppose to be our Valentine's Day celebration. Dinner and bowling with the Decatur Boosters group. We had to cancel our babysitter for Saturday night due to our sickness. But Grandma and Grandpa came through! And I was overjoyed. I really needed this night out after all the sickness stress. We ended up just going bowling. It was great to hang out with fellow Decatur people. It was also amusing how many of them asked me if I was coming back to school next year. We will see people.
Well, my dishwasher's done.
Soup is coming to the end.
And dance is around the corner...
Enjoy your week!!
And my fellow teachers--good luck at conferences!!
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell
Monday, February 11, 2013
Someday
I love our home.
The way it feels, smells, and the joy it brings to me.
However, I do not like our house.
Being home, I am especially aware of all the updating that needs to be done or the areas that need "help".
When we first walked onto the property of this house, 4 1/2 years ago, I knew instantly that it was the house for us. The acreage, pond, fruit trees, nature, everything around it was beautiful. So us. So, even with the 1980's feel and bland white interior, I knew it was perfect.
Our home is a bilevel with the living room, kitchen, bathroom, bedrooms, all upstairs and the laundry room, full bathroom, and family room (AKA extra bedroom, man cave, craft room, some toy room) downstairs. Honestly, I'm not a fan. Every time I come home or need to go outside, I must go down a flight of stairs. No I know I'm not old. But with two little kids in tow and with all their things, it's kind of a pain. That's only the real gripe I have about the house, besides all the updates that need to be done.
We've (more Jay than me) honestly done a lot. There isn't a room on the upstairs level that has not been painted. We have new light fixtures, new laminate flooring (who does carpet in kitchen and dining room?? Really??), Jay built two half walls for the stairs, and painted our kitchen cabinets.
It all takes money and time. Which with me not working and with having little ones, is hard.
And I DO appreciate what we've done so far.
But somedays, when I'm home for like an 8 hour stretch, I get overwhelmed.
And I want to do everything.
I have to keep reminding myself it takes time.
We will get there.
Someday.
This Week's Top 10:
10. Swiss Family Robinson. Friday night after we got home from the basketball game, we turned on the TV and noticed Swiss Family Robinson was on!! It was such a favorite of mine growing up. Turns out it was Jay's as well and has come to be Mal's too. Every day some part of that movie has been played...and as I type, it's on again:o) I love finding movies that both the parents and the kids enjoy. Mal calls it the Pirate Show. "I wish I could have a slide with water down it."
9. Goodbye Paci! It's gone. Threw it out on Thursday. Not willingly on both our parts. We were down to one. And unfortunately he somehow had almost bitten the thing off. Seriously. I was worried for days about him choking on it in bed. And finally I was done! Thursday nap time was extremely rough...but we've been smooth sailing since then!:o) No more pacis in this house:o( Bittersweet.
8. Gluten Free Meals. I'm getting there. Really. This week I made gluten free banana muffins, pizza, cinnaman rolls, granola, and cabbage rolls. Most were a hit with Clayton. Mal and Jay have to be persuaded a bit. But the muffins were great!!! In fact, they were more moist than usual. We also went out to eat on Saturday and I had gluten free pizza!
7. Facebook Connection. Facebook really is such a strange thing. I mean, I'm in contact with 200 some people on a daily basis. People that I might not have talked to 10 years ago or even 15 years ago...but I'm talking to them now. Because of Facebook. And the connections I make during daily posts. This week, a high school classmate of mine (who is now a friend) and myself had a discussion on Facebook about cooking. How I'm trying my best to be a good cook but am failing miserably. So, she got together a spice packet for me and sent it my way! So sweet and so unexpected. I also had an old friend of my parents (I think they met her in lamaza class for ME and their daughter) read my blog about being gluten free. Come to find out, she was for five years and had two cookbooks she wasn't using. So guess what?!?! She sent them my way as well! Again, what a nice, heartfelt gesture. I find these connections inspiring. And so kind. So, today, I passed on the kindness to two people in my life:o) They will be getting care packages from me this week. Feels good to do good to others. A nice reminder of this, this week.
6. Raising Healthy Eaters. It's hard raising healthy eaters in our society today. I mean, look at fast food, junk food, etc. It's everywhere. But I'm trying to do my best to show my kids a nice balance. I'm not cutting out candy cold turkey. Just giving my kids options. Showing them what healthy snacks look like. I know, for me, if it's in the house I will eat it. So I try to have limited junk food. I know, you probably feel bad for my husband. Don't worry. I always have a stash of graham crackers which are like GOLD to him (and his dad:o)).
5. Zumba Love. Finally got back to Zumba on Sunday after a 2 maybe even 3 month hiatis. Felt great!! And the company was fabulous as well! I'm going to try my best to make it there every Thursday and Sunday. We will see.
4. Clayisms. Clay was a complete riot this week! First, he has now discovered how he can get pretty much anything that is above his level. A chair and step stool are his new toys. One day this week, while I was cooking dinner, he kept moving a chair back and forth from one light switch to another. A little disco ball atmosphere around dinner time. But I was okay with it. He wasn't hurting himself. Or his sister. Or getting in to anything. You do what you have to do. He also has been using the potty more. In fact, twice this week he sat on there for like 10 minutes each time. I was getting rather impatient. There is NO way that I would leave him on there by himself. As I was about to pull him off, he finally went. He took one look down and FREAKED out. Jumped off the toilet. Paranoid look on his face. While pointing at his poop. I couldn't help but chuckle. He was totally scared of his poop. And he made sure to let Mal and myself know this. Oh Clay. You crack me up. Clay is also into doing more things by himself. From putting on his socks (he loves to say socks and will get a pair in his room on demand), to putting on his coat and snow pants, to drinking from a cup. That boy is trying his best to be independent.
3. Malloryisms. My little observer. She really takes in everything we say and do. This week, she kept saying "Clay is a handful." Which I had never heard her say before. I asked her where she got it from and she said Daddy. Yep. It's true. While at the Varsity basketball game I heard him telling someone that Clay was a handful. It was funny. And crazy to me that she is so a sponge right now. She also told me this week while driving home from a friend's house, "When I get bigger, I don't want to drive cause I don't want to get a ticket." That's fine honey. But you've never been in the car with anyone that has been pulled over. So, not sure why she's so upset about this. We were in St. Joe this past Saturday for a winter festival. While waiting for a table, Mal was taking off Clayton's coat. An older man was walking by at the exact moment. He said, "Why, what a nice big sister taking the coat off for your younger brother. You don't see that much anymore." Melted my heart. Made me proud. And I made sure to retell it to Mal again after he left, just in case she didn't hear him. That's the kind of love I want between them. They might not always get along, but I want them to be helpful and loving to one another. Even doing the simplest acts of kindness. Thanks for being such a great BIG sister Miss Mal.
2. Hello God. So, this week I was feeling rather blue. Feeling the urge to be creative in some way. So I blogged about it when the kids were napping. Then I headed to the sun room to just hang out by myself. Just at that exact moment as I was writing down a few ways I could be creative, the SUN peaked through the clouds. And I instantly felt the presence of God. Very purposeful. Very positive. It made me smile. And feel alright.
1. Family. The last few weekends we've done a lot of family things together. Makes me appreciate the stage we are in. Both kids being old enough to take day trips, go to dinner, do things as a family. This weekend we went to Decatur's Basketball game. Clay "was a handful" after his sucker was finished. But Mal just sat there and enjoyed it. Even asked and paid for her M & Ms by herself. Saturday we headed to St. Joe where we really enjoyed the sunshine and warmer weather. Walked around, road the carosal, waited in line to get a ballon flower and turtle, and had dinner. Great times with the fam. And I'm looking forward to many more with them. I love them. And feel lucky.
Well, my almost 2-year old should be getting up any minute now.
So that means, I need to go.
Hope you enjoy this week!
Happy Valentine's Day!
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell
The way it feels, smells, and the joy it brings to me.
However, I do not like our house.
Being home, I am especially aware of all the updating that needs to be done or the areas that need "help".
When we first walked onto the property of this house, 4 1/2 years ago, I knew instantly that it was the house for us. The acreage, pond, fruit trees, nature, everything around it was beautiful. So us. So, even with the 1980's feel and bland white interior, I knew it was perfect.
Our home is a bilevel with the living room, kitchen, bathroom, bedrooms, all upstairs and the laundry room, full bathroom, and family room (AKA extra bedroom, man cave, craft room, some toy room) downstairs. Honestly, I'm not a fan. Every time I come home or need to go outside, I must go down a flight of stairs. No I know I'm not old. But with two little kids in tow and with all their things, it's kind of a pain. That's only the real gripe I have about the house, besides all the updates that need to be done.
We've (more Jay than me) honestly done a lot. There isn't a room on the upstairs level that has not been painted. We have new light fixtures, new laminate flooring (who does carpet in kitchen and dining room?? Really??), Jay built two half walls for the stairs, and painted our kitchen cabinets.
It all takes money and time. Which with me not working and with having little ones, is hard.
And I DO appreciate what we've done so far.
But somedays, when I'm home for like an 8 hour stretch, I get overwhelmed.
And I want to do everything.
I have to keep reminding myself it takes time.
We will get there.
Someday.
This Week's Top 10:
10. Swiss Family Robinson. Friday night after we got home from the basketball game, we turned on the TV and noticed Swiss Family Robinson was on!! It was such a favorite of mine growing up. Turns out it was Jay's as well and has come to be Mal's too. Every day some part of that movie has been played...and as I type, it's on again:o) I love finding movies that both the parents and the kids enjoy. Mal calls it the Pirate Show. "I wish I could have a slide with water down it."
9. Goodbye Paci! It's gone. Threw it out on Thursday. Not willingly on both our parts. We were down to one. And unfortunately he somehow had almost bitten the thing off. Seriously. I was worried for days about him choking on it in bed. And finally I was done! Thursday nap time was extremely rough...but we've been smooth sailing since then!:o) No more pacis in this house:o( Bittersweet.
8. Gluten Free Meals. I'm getting there. Really. This week I made gluten free banana muffins, pizza, cinnaman rolls, granola, and cabbage rolls. Most were a hit with Clayton. Mal and Jay have to be persuaded a bit. But the muffins were great!!! In fact, they were more moist than usual. We also went out to eat on Saturday and I had gluten free pizza!
7. Facebook Connection. Facebook really is such a strange thing. I mean, I'm in contact with 200 some people on a daily basis. People that I might not have talked to 10 years ago or even 15 years ago...but I'm talking to them now. Because of Facebook. And the connections I make during daily posts. This week, a high school classmate of mine (who is now a friend) and myself had a discussion on Facebook about cooking. How I'm trying my best to be a good cook but am failing miserably. So, she got together a spice packet for me and sent it my way! So sweet and so unexpected. I also had an old friend of my parents (I think they met her in lamaza class for ME and their daughter) read my blog about being gluten free. Come to find out, she was for five years and had two cookbooks she wasn't using. So guess what?!?! She sent them my way as well! Again, what a nice, heartfelt gesture. I find these connections inspiring. And so kind. So, today, I passed on the kindness to two people in my life:o) They will be getting care packages from me this week. Feels good to do good to others. A nice reminder of this, this week.
6. Raising Healthy Eaters. It's hard raising healthy eaters in our society today. I mean, look at fast food, junk food, etc. It's everywhere. But I'm trying to do my best to show my kids a nice balance. I'm not cutting out candy cold turkey. Just giving my kids options. Showing them what healthy snacks look like. I know, for me, if it's in the house I will eat it. So I try to have limited junk food. I know, you probably feel bad for my husband. Don't worry. I always have a stash of graham crackers which are like GOLD to him (and his dad:o)).
5. Zumba Love. Finally got back to Zumba on Sunday after a 2 maybe even 3 month hiatis. Felt great!! And the company was fabulous as well! I'm going to try my best to make it there every Thursday and Sunday. We will see.
4. Clayisms. Clay was a complete riot this week! First, he has now discovered how he can get pretty much anything that is above his level. A chair and step stool are his new toys. One day this week, while I was cooking dinner, he kept moving a chair back and forth from one light switch to another. A little disco ball atmosphere around dinner time. But I was okay with it. He wasn't hurting himself. Or his sister. Or getting in to anything. You do what you have to do. He also has been using the potty more. In fact, twice this week he sat on there for like 10 minutes each time. I was getting rather impatient. There is NO way that I would leave him on there by himself. As I was about to pull him off, he finally went. He took one look down and FREAKED out. Jumped off the toilet. Paranoid look on his face. While pointing at his poop. I couldn't help but chuckle. He was totally scared of his poop. And he made sure to let Mal and myself know this. Oh Clay. You crack me up. Clay is also into doing more things by himself. From putting on his socks (he loves to say socks and will get a pair in his room on demand), to putting on his coat and snow pants, to drinking from a cup. That boy is trying his best to be independent.
3. Malloryisms. My little observer. She really takes in everything we say and do. This week, she kept saying "Clay is a handful." Which I had never heard her say before. I asked her where she got it from and she said Daddy. Yep. It's true. While at the Varsity basketball game I heard him telling someone that Clay was a handful. It was funny. And crazy to me that she is so a sponge right now. She also told me this week while driving home from a friend's house, "When I get bigger, I don't want to drive cause I don't want to get a ticket." That's fine honey. But you've never been in the car with anyone that has been pulled over. So, not sure why she's so upset about this. We were in St. Joe this past Saturday for a winter festival. While waiting for a table, Mal was taking off Clayton's coat. An older man was walking by at the exact moment. He said, "Why, what a nice big sister taking the coat off for your younger brother. You don't see that much anymore." Melted my heart. Made me proud. And I made sure to retell it to Mal again after he left, just in case she didn't hear him. That's the kind of love I want between them. They might not always get along, but I want them to be helpful and loving to one another. Even doing the simplest acts of kindness. Thanks for being such a great BIG sister Miss Mal.
2. Hello God. So, this week I was feeling rather blue. Feeling the urge to be creative in some way. So I blogged about it when the kids were napping. Then I headed to the sun room to just hang out by myself. Just at that exact moment as I was writing down a few ways I could be creative, the SUN peaked through the clouds. And I instantly felt the presence of God. Very purposeful. Very positive. It made me smile. And feel alright.
1. Family. The last few weekends we've done a lot of family things together. Makes me appreciate the stage we are in. Both kids being old enough to take day trips, go to dinner, do things as a family. This weekend we went to Decatur's Basketball game. Clay "was a handful" after his sucker was finished. But Mal just sat there and enjoyed it. Even asked and paid for her M & Ms by herself. Saturday we headed to St. Joe where we really enjoyed the sunshine and warmer weather. Walked around, road the carosal, waited in line to get a ballon flower and turtle, and had dinner. Great times with the fam. And I'm looking forward to many more with them. I love them. And feel lucky.
Well, my almost 2-year old should be getting up any minute now.
So that means, I need to go.
Hope you enjoy this week!
Happy Valentine's Day!
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Creativity Lost
So, I know it's midweek.
And I never usually blog at this time.
But, I'm feeling creative.
Or feeling the need to be creative.
I have always been a little artsy. Painting, drawing, writing, scrapping, dancing, something. From an early age until just before we started having kids, I was able to use my creative side. Then work, kids, and school, took over and my artsyness took a back burner in my life.
Now that I have a little (notice the word LITTLE) time here and there, I'm feeling that my artsy/creative soul needs to be filled up. Like NOW.
But here's my problem.
One--what do I do?? And, yes that's a BIG question. I've thought about jewelry making (my mom even bought me a book) or crocheting (I still need help figuring this out). But I feel that I need some help from others to truly even start those creative activities. Or even sewing or quilting--but like I said before--I need HELP in those areas.
Two--I need something that can be picked up or put down easily. With two little ones running around or not sleeping, I need something that doesn't HAVE to be done right away.
Three--Something on a budget. Can't be too pricey right now. Funds are tight. I mean, I'm not broke. I do get a weekly allowance that gives me a little cash for the week. But I don't want to go overboard on anything--at least right now.
Four--I want to do something that represents me. Something that signifies who I am and comes somewhat naturally. HA!
Yeah, so I think I need to start brainstorming. But not exactly sure how I will pick what I'd like to do. Do I just try them all and find the one that "fits" me better? Or go with my gut?
I'm lost. And I've lost my creative side. And I've lost my mind.
And that's the gist of what's on my mind today (besides the fact that it took 45 minutes to get BOTH my kids down for a nap today!).
Well, I better start making my list before the kids get up. 30 minutes to spare before one starts crying out my name.
Oh and any suggestions or help would be appreciated:o)
Thanks!
Mrs. Newell
And I never usually blog at this time.
But, I'm feeling creative.
Or feeling the need to be creative.
I have always been a little artsy. Painting, drawing, writing, scrapping, dancing, something. From an early age until just before we started having kids, I was able to use my creative side. Then work, kids, and school, took over and my artsyness took a back burner in my life.
Now that I have a little (notice the word LITTLE) time here and there, I'm feeling that my artsy/creative soul needs to be filled up. Like NOW.
But here's my problem.
One--what do I do?? And, yes that's a BIG question. I've thought about jewelry making (my mom even bought me a book) or crocheting (I still need help figuring this out). But I feel that I need some help from others to truly even start those creative activities. Or even sewing or quilting--but like I said before--I need HELP in those areas.
Two--I need something that can be picked up or put down easily. With two little ones running around or not sleeping, I need something that doesn't HAVE to be done right away.
Three--Something on a budget. Can't be too pricey right now. Funds are tight. I mean, I'm not broke. I do get a weekly allowance that gives me a little cash for the week. But I don't want to go overboard on anything--at least right now.
Four--I want to do something that represents me. Something that signifies who I am and comes somewhat naturally. HA!
Yeah, so I think I need to start brainstorming. But not exactly sure how I will pick what I'd like to do. Do I just try them all and find the one that "fits" me better? Or go with my gut?
I'm lost. And I've lost my creative side. And I've lost my mind.
And that's the gist of what's on my mind today (besides the fact that it took 45 minutes to get BOTH my kids down for a nap today!).
Well, I better start making my list before the kids get up. 30 minutes to spare before one starts crying out my name.
Oh and any suggestions or help would be appreciated:o)
Thanks!
Mrs. Newell
Monday, February 4, 2013
In My Blood
Besides the every day unexpected trials and tribulations, I've really struggled with splitting my time between both of our kids. Every day. I find it a struggle.
I know, everyone goes through this.
But it still doesn't help me.
Or make me feel better.
Let me paint the picture for you.
Clayton. All over, all the time. No breaths. No breaks. Constant eyes need to be on him almost all of the waking hours. He puts things in his mouth, gives things to the dog, climbs, falls. I seriously feel like I never stop with him.
Then there's Mal. Questions about everything. Wanting to do everything. Can we paint? Can we play dolls? Can we play doctor? I'm hungry. I'm thirsty. Let's do this. How about that? Did you hear me mom? Come look at this.
Then there's me. Pulled. Torn. Going here and there and everywhere. Never stopping. Never sitting down. Constantly doing something. Wanting to meet the needs of BOTH of our kids. ALL the time. It makes me crazy.
Then I have their separate moments with just me. When each of them are sleeping at separate times.* Sitting with Clay working on his words. Really playing with just him and having all my focus on him. Or playing games or cooking with Mal. When I can answer her questions, and really listen to what she's saying.
It's crazy. (Yes, I said that twice. Must be true).
Especially the developmental differences right now. Mal can do so much more than Clay can right now. And Clay needs so much more guidance. I feel one is always getting gypped in an activity.
But then I think about it. Mal is modeling to Clay how and what to do. Clay is giving Mal a chance to slow down, explain things. And me. I'm just there. Holding on. Hoping they're both learning in the process.
Is that the teacher in me?? Probably. I can't help it. It's in my blood. And always will be.
* Which notice this means NO break for me:o) K, just checking to see if you noticed that.
Top 11 for LAST week:
(Sundays have seemed to be busy lately)
11. Surprise! No, we are not pregnant:o) HA! Anyways, took Mal to the doctor this week for her persistent cough. She'd had it for 2-3 weeks. Turns out--she had pneumonia!!! I was in complete shock!!! And felt like a horrible mother. No fever, tiredness, lack of hunger or energy. It was so strange. But I was glad to get her in and get it taken care of. Who knew?!?!?
10. Sunday Catch-up. Sundays have turned into my catch-up days. I honestly can get SO much done in such a short time. Both kids took great naps...which lead to the a clean bathroom and kitchen, humidified washed and new filters put in, bread making, laundry folded, and other little misc jobs. Amazing what I can do in just a few hours!! Before kids, this was extremely not the norm.
9. Library FOR Clay. The roads and weather were so bad on Thursday that I decided to stay in Paw Paw after I dropped Mal off at school. We went for a quick run to the grocery store (to grab a few snacks since I was not prepared to stay) and then headed to the library for a 0-2 program. He did great!!! He was sharing, playing nicely with the other little kids. However, he was the only one running around the room and making loud noises. It was great to have something for just him. He's not used to that. This will become a regular thing for us:o)
8. No Cavities. I called the dentist last week. Yeah, it turns out I haven't been in the dentist in TWO years. Surprise again!:o) Seems I was having our second kid that year and then it all just went down hill from there. I was nervous all week about having cavities. Seriously. BUT I didn't!! Thank-you Lord!! That will never happen again. Promise Mom.
7. Home Activities. Every once and awhile (ha!), I try my best to get in some educational, hands-on learning in my house. This week we finger painted, made Valentine hearts, baked/cooked, made smoothies, played out in the snow. Games, doctor, cars, bride (yes--my daughter had me get out my veils and wanted my dress out too), monsters, baby, sleepovers, coloring/drawing, read books, puzzles, dress-up, dance party. Wow.
6. Oops. Clay peed on me twice one day this week. Which is really unusual. Even when he was a baby, he was not one to do that. So this day was a huge surprise. He got me once while I was putting him on his potty and another after I put him in the tub to wash his pee off of him. So bad that I had to change my clothes TWICE. And my first outfit was a new match of old clothes that was cute. So I was bummed. While peeing on me the first time, he also peed on his sister who was going to the bathroom at the same time. Who doesn't have potty parties?? After gathering up all of the tainted clothes, I quickly threw them in the washer not realizing I also put his diaper in. GROSS. It was everywhere. Two washes, helped. But some of the clothes still have it on them. Lesson learned. I hope.
5. Church. I really dislike saying this but it has been awhile since we've been to church (like a few months). Being 30 minutes away, it's a drive with both screaming kids. Enough said. Anyways, I love being there and get excited about going. This week was on change. Which hit home. Change is not easy. Lots of uneasy feelings and questions but He is there.
4. Clayisms. Monster eater. He has got to be growing this week:o) Or in the process. One lunch this week he ate TWO crust less PB & J, 2 cucumber slices, 1/2 a banana, 1/2 egg, AND 2 pieces of cheese. Unbelievable. And he probably would have ate more! He also fell again this week, split the piece of skin between his lip and upper jaw (my mom had a name for it but I can't remember what it's called), and it wouldn't stop bleeding. It was around nap time. I grabbed his blanket, him, and heading to his room. While putting pressure on his lip, I rocked my almost 2-year old to sleep. It was precious. And it makes me sad to think that I might not do that again. I really was shocked he fell asleep but I soaked in every last breath. One heartfelt moment.
3. Malloryisms. Not too many sayings this week. In fact none:o) However, last Tuesday she came home from school on this filling your bucket kick. Which if you are an educator, I'm sure you've had a seminar or PD on this concept. When you compliment or do something nice for someone you are filling up their bucket, and if mean or making someone feel bad, you are taking away their bucket fillings. I was surprised how much she really understood and took in. It was extremely positive and made her aware of her actions. I need to remember this on days like today, where she taking "it" out of our buckets:o) She is very hot and cold with her brother. One minute she's hugging him like crazy, helping him in every way--and then the next, she's pushing him, wanting to be away from him. It confuses me.
2. SNOW. I know some of you dislike the snow. I say if it's going to be cold, let's have LOTS of it. AND we do!! The kids and I have enjoyed playing in it. It's not my favorite to drive in...but I do like being out in it. I think I need some snowshoes:o)
1. Healthy Living. I honestly can't tell you the last time I felt this great. Almost every night this week, I went to bed without feeling sick to my stomach. And there wasn't a morning this week that I woke up with a headache (I had one when that winter storm went through). Or having muscle aches all day without even working out. I have more energy. My attitude is better which I attribute to my less "sick" feeling. I really don't want this gluten free thing to be my future. But I am amazed at how much better I feel. It scares me. I need some gluten advice.
Well, that's it folks!
Another week down.
More lessons learned,
more tasks completed.
Hope you had a great Monday.
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell
I know, everyone goes through this.
But it still doesn't help me.
Or make me feel better.
Let me paint the picture for you.
Clayton. All over, all the time. No breaths. No breaks. Constant eyes need to be on him almost all of the waking hours. He puts things in his mouth, gives things to the dog, climbs, falls. I seriously feel like I never stop with him.
Then there's Mal. Questions about everything. Wanting to do everything. Can we paint? Can we play dolls? Can we play doctor? I'm hungry. I'm thirsty. Let's do this. How about that? Did you hear me mom? Come look at this.
Then there's me. Pulled. Torn. Going here and there and everywhere. Never stopping. Never sitting down. Constantly doing something. Wanting to meet the needs of BOTH of our kids. ALL the time. It makes me crazy.
Then I have their separate moments with just me. When each of them are sleeping at separate times.* Sitting with Clay working on his words. Really playing with just him and having all my focus on him. Or playing games or cooking with Mal. When I can answer her questions, and really listen to what she's saying.
It's crazy. (Yes, I said that twice. Must be true).
Especially the developmental differences right now. Mal can do so much more than Clay can right now. And Clay needs so much more guidance. I feel one is always getting gypped in an activity.
But then I think about it. Mal is modeling to Clay how and what to do. Clay is giving Mal a chance to slow down, explain things. And me. I'm just there. Holding on. Hoping they're both learning in the process.
Is that the teacher in me?? Probably. I can't help it. It's in my blood. And always will be.
* Which notice this means NO break for me:o) K, just checking to see if you noticed that.
Top 11 for LAST week:
(Sundays have seemed to be busy lately)
11. Surprise! No, we are not pregnant:o) HA! Anyways, took Mal to the doctor this week for her persistent cough. She'd had it for 2-3 weeks. Turns out--she had pneumonia!!! I was in complete shock!!! And felt like a horrible mother. No fever, tiredness, lack of hunger or energy. It was so strange. But I was glad to get her in and get it taken care of. Who knew?!?!?
10. Sunday Catch-up. Sundays have turned into my catch-up days. I honestly can get SO much done in such a short time. Both kids took great naps...which lead to the a clean bathroom and kitchen, humidified washed and new filters put in, bread making, laundry folded, and other little misc jobs. Amazing what I can do in just a few hours!! Before kids, this was extremely not the norm.
9. Library FOR Clay. The roads and weather were so bad on Thursday that I decided to stay in Paw Paw after I dropped Mal off at school. We went for a quick run to the grocery store (to grab a few snacks since I was not prepared to stay) and then headed to the library for a 0-2 program. He did great!!! He was sharing, playing nicely with the other little kids. However, he was the only one running around the room and making loud noises. It was great to have something for just him. He's not used to that. This will become a regular thing for us:o)
8. No Cavities. I called the dentist last week. Yeah, it turns out I haven't been in the dentist in TWO years. Surprise again!:o) Seems I was having our second kid that year and then it all just went down hill from there. I was nervous all week about having cavities. Seriously. BUT I didn't!! Thank-you Lord!! That will never happen again. Promise Mom.
7. Home Activities. Every once and awhile (ha!), I try my best to get in some educational, hands-on learning in my house. This week we finger painted, made Valentine hearts, baked/cooked, made smoothies, played out in the snow. Games, doctor, cars, bride (yes--my daughter had me get out my veils and wanted my dress out too), monsters, baby, sleepovers, coloring/drawing, read books, puzzles, dress-up, dance party. Wow.
6. Oops. Clay peed on me twice one day this week. Which is really unusual. Even when he was a baby, he was not one to do that. So this day was a huge surprise. He got me once while I was putting him on his potty and another after I put him in the tub to wash his pee off of him. So bad that I had to change my clothes TWICE. And my first outfit was a new match of old clothes that was cute. So I was bummed. While peeing on me the first time, he also peed on his sister who was going to the bathroom at the same time. Who doesn't have potty parties?? After gathering up all of the tainted clothes, I quickly threw them in the washer not realizing I also put his diaper in. GROSS. It was everywhere. Two washes, helped. But some of the clothes still have it on them. Lesson learned. I hope.
5. Church. I really dislike saying this but it has been awhile since we've been to church (like a few months). Being 30 minutes away, it's a drive with both screaming kids. Enough said. Anyways, I love being there and get excited about going. This week was on change. Which hit home. Change is not easy. Lots of uneasy feelings and questions but He is there.
4. Clayisms. Monster eater. He has got to be growing this week:o) Or in the process. One lunch this week he ate TWO crust less PB & J, 2 cucumber slices, 1/2 a banana, 1/2 egg, AND 2 pieces of cheese. Unbelievable. And he probably would have ate more! He also fell again this week, split the piece of skin between his lip and upper jaw (my mom had a name for it but I can't remember what it's called), and it wouldn't stop bleeding. It was around nap time. I grabbed his blanket, him, and heading to his room. While putting pressure on his lip, I rocked my almost 2-year old to sleep. It was precious. And it makes me sad to think that I might not do that again. I really was shocked he fell asleep but I soaked in every last breath. One heartfelt moment.
3. Malloryisms. Not too many sayings this week. In fact none:o) However, last Tuesday she came home from school on this filling your bucket kick. Which if you are an educator, I'm sure you've had a seminar or PD on this concept. When you compliment or do something nice for someone you are filling up their bucket, and if mean or making someone feel bad, you are taking away their bucket fillings. I was surprised how much she really understood and took in. It was extremely positive and made her aware of her actions. I need to remember this on days like today, where she taking "it" out of our buckets:o) She is very hot and cold with her brother. One minute she's hugging him like crazy, helping him in every way--and then the next, she's pushing him, wanting to be away from him. It confuses me.
2. SNOW. I know some of you dislike the snow. I say if it's going to be cold, let's have LOTS of it. AND we do!! The kids and I have enjoyed playing in it. It's not my favorite to drive in...but I do like being out in it. I think I need some snowshoes:o)
1. Healthy Living. I honestly can't tell you the last time I felt this great. Almost every night this week, I went to bed without feeling sick to my stomach. And there wasn't a morning this week that I woke up with a headache (I had one when that winter storm went through). Or having muscle aches all day without even working out. I have more energy. My attitude is better which I attribute to my less "sick" feeling. I really don't want this gluten free thing to be my future. But I am amazed at how much better I feel. It scares me. I need some gluten advice.
Well, that's it folks!
Another week down.
More lessons learned,
more tasks completed.
Hope you had a great Monday.
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)