Hope

I am deeply saddened by the tragic event that took place this past Friday.  I cannot stop thinking about it and those that were and will always be affected.  I cannot fathom it as a parent, teacher, or student. 

It frightens me.  Terribly.  For more than the obvious reasons.  Which surprises me.  In the past ten years of teaching, I have come into contact with a few students that I have questioned their future.  And it frightens me to possibly think...I can't even type it.

I worry about our children, our colleagues, our community, and our Nation.  What is to come of this?  What will our world be like 10 years from now?  20?  50?  What will my grandchildren have to do or deal with to be SAFE?

And then I think about what needs to be done?  Where should we, as a Nation, community, school, parent, first look?  First help?

I cannot stop praying.  In the car.  In the shower.  Folding laundry.  Any quiet moment I have, it pops into my head and I'm doing what I can only do at this time. 

Pray.  For those involved.  For comfort. For help.  For peace.  For wisdom.  For hope.



Top 10 for the Week:

10.  Sickness.  It's back.  Hasn't gotten me yet.  But I've been popping Airborne like 2-3 times a day.  Started with Mal, now onto Clay.  Runny nose, cough, tired, cranky.  Yeah, no fun.  Please leave.

9.  Getting THERE.  Usually at this time of the month, I'm like stressing to the max.  Worried about getting everything, doing everything, remembering everything, WHILE enjoying everything.  Today, I feel collected.  Cards done.  Shopping done (except for Jay--who "says" he doesn't want anything but cash to buy his new gun).  Presents wrapped.  AND I have this whole week to just enjoy and finish up little things that come my way.  WITHOUT dealing with 60-some fifth graders who are thinking about vacation and NOT school.  Instead I have two kids, who are SO excited about Santa and this holiday.  Blessed.

8.  Goodbye Christina.  Christina had to leave to head back to the North Pole due to Mallory not listening and making good choices.  She was devastated.  I was surprised.  But it had to be done.  Both Jay and I were starting to lose our sanity. 

7.  Car Duties.  Ummm...a few weeks ago I ran into our garage while backing up.  Caused a bit of damage to the car, but NONE to the garage.  Go figure.  So, my car's in the shop.  I've got Jay's.  Took it to get an oil change and car wash.  Which also led to a new serpentine belt.  We were in the car forever AND my kids were great!!  A shocker and a Christmas miracle.

6. Impromptu Trip to Holland. Nana and Papa came to watch their granddaughter perform in her FIRST program. Nana stayed a few days extra...so Mal and I drove her to Holland where Papa met us. We shopped, enjoyed an early lunch, and had a great time. A total random, quick trip that was a ton of fun. (Plus I got to buy more crafting stuff--see #2).

5.  Clayisms. 
*This week, we have noticed that Clay NEVER watches were he is going.  He has this tendency to look behind him or at something to the side of him, rather than in front.  Which causes him to 1) fall--usually flat on his face or 2)  run into a wall, person, dog, chair, table, anything.
* He has been in more timeouts this week than in his whole life.  He takes it pretty hard.  Crying, throwing his head down in his lap.  I can't believe he is already pinching, hitting, and bugging his sister.  Really Clayton???
*He's still his quirky, easy-going self.  And everyone still notices his bubbly personality.  This kid is going to be a social butterfly.  Please help us. 

4.  Malloryisms.
*"Yes, I'm interested in watching that movie."  (Interested?? Really??)
*"If you tell Santa to take a present back,  I'll tell him to give you small presents."  (Sassy pants.)
*She's also been more talkative or social to those around her.  I love to sit back and watch her have a conversation with someone.  The words she uses, her facial expressions, and hand gestures.  She will be four in like a MONTH people.  And I can definitely tell she's getting older:o(

3.  Baby "Stuff."  We've, let me rephrase that, I've been going through the kids' clothes.  Giving to friends, consignment stores, Goodwill.  It's happening.  Makes me so sad.  And brings back SO many memories.  I'm not sure why, but I am more sentimental with Mal's clothes than Clay's.  I still have ONE bin of her clothes, I just can't seem to part with.  We also watched a few old videos of Mal this week.  One was on Christmas Day, I was preggers with the Clayman.  The conversation went like this.  "Mallory who came last night?"  "Santa"  "What did he bring?"  "Gifts."  "How many do you think he brought?"  "Two."  "Do you want to open them?"  "I"  She used to always say "I" for yes...and I had totally forgotten about it until this video.  SO CUTE.  SO CUTE.  It also made me realize we have like NO videos of Clayton.  Must get on that one.  Although I do have a few on my phone. 

2.  Love of Crafting.  Thank-you Pinterest!! This week, I made several different crafts for gifts to friends and family.  I was/am so excited!!  And glad I had the time to do it.  Mal also helped me out with a few ornaments.  I love getting my craft on.  Must do it MORE. 

1.  Our Performer.  Mallory is usually shy.  BUT this week, we were able to witness a true performer.  It was SO much fun and I'm sure I was beaming with pride...because I felt like there was a spotlight on my beautiful daughter.  She was spectacular!!  She was one of 7 kids in her class singing.  It was so cute watching her stand next to her cousin and have both of them belt out their song.  You could tell that she loved it too.  Which I'm surprised, but excited for.  I believe her next debut will be her dance recital in the spring.  Cannot wait.  It sure makes you feel great and SO proud watching your little one do so well.

This week is busy for all, I'm sure!!
My goal is to take a step back and watch our kids.
Really watch closely.
Looking forward to family time.

Good luck to my fellow teacher friends!!  Only 5 more days!!

Have a GREAT week!!

Until next week,
Mrs. Newell

The Monster Tree

Every year when we venture out to find our perfect Christmas tree, it reminds me of the first tree we had in our house.  It was a monster tree.  And the experience that went along with it was a memorable one.  One that is relived every year.

I was eight months preggers with Miss Mallory Jayne.  Jay's brother had told him of this "new" place where we could cut down our own tree.  I was a skeptic, but of course went along.  Why not cut our own tree down??

It had snowed that night, so there was about just a little over a foot on the ground.  I had wondered if I should have worn snow pants but second guessed myself.  How was I going to get them around my HUGE belly?  I wore snow boots and a maternity coat--no mittens or hat.  So not prepared.

We went after Jay was out of work, so it was starting to get dark.  It seemed like we were driving forever.  And then we stopped in front of this house that had only one light on.  We pulled into the driveway and a man came out.  We paid our $20 bucks and he told us to drive around and go ahead and just cut a tree down. 

Easy right?!?!

We finally found "the" tree after driving, walking, driving some more, and walking again.  It was about 20 yards from our car.  Jay was hesitant to drive to it.  Afraid we would get stuck.  The tree was HUGE.  We decided to cut about 4 feet up from the ground.  When he was finished, he dragged it to the Explorer and that is when we realized it was probably TOO big for our car and even our house. 

Go head...picture this.  Me--eight months pregnant--helping Jay put this HUGE tree on the car.  It was hilarious.  We were laughing and pushing and laughing some more.  I almost peed my pants (what woman doesn't when she's pregnant).  We kept joking that this would be an unforgettable experience. 

But, this tree was perfect for us.

By the time we got it home and into the house, it almost touched our 12 foot ceiling.  We have pictures of both of us (at separate times--yeah, we didn't think to use the timer) in front of it, with big smiles on our faces.  Mallory was there in spirit and in my belly:0)

Every year, we talk about this tree and the craziness that went along with it.  At the time, I thought we were nuts and hilarious.  And to this day, I still think we are nuts and hilarious.  The only difference is that we have two kids to add to the mix. 

I feel fortunate to have more funny experiences, then stressful ones during this holiday season and all year round.  What causes this?  Maybe we both are the type of people who create these moments together.  Or maybe it is Jay.  His easygoing, humorous ways that make our situations lighthearted and a story to tell.  Whichever the case, I appreciate this about us.  And our nuts, hilarious stories that are always fun to share and revisit.

Top 11 for the WEEK:

11.  Torture.  My husband likes to torture me.  I know that sounds bad.  But it's not what your dirty minds are thinking.  He knows I can't stand waiting to open gifts and presents.  If I'm giving or receiving, it really doesn't matter.  He's been torturing me for about a month now.  Seriously he has talked about it every day.  My gift was found on the Internet.  Then bought.  Came to the office.  Was in the house.  Downstairs.  In a bin.  Now, it's WRAPPED in plain view, where I can see it.  Talk about HUGE torture.  When he left a few minutes ago, I honestly wondered if I could unwrap it and then wrap it up again.  Then I remembered how excited he was like a MONTH ago because he had found the PERFECT gift for me.  Don't worry honey.  I won't ruin it for you or me.  I'll wait.  But it will be PURE torture for me from now until December 25th (unless of course you'd like to give it to me early).

10.  Help!  Love my kids.  BUT by the end of the week I was begging for a break.  Jay offered to take them to the Dowagiac parade (which is HUGE parade) without me but I couldn't do it.  Why do mommys feel so guilty for getting away and having their own time??  If anyone has a solution to this, please share.

9. 2 Sticks of Butter.  In the baking mood once again this weekend.  YES.  I made dark-chocolate chip cookies and used the TWO sticks of butter that it asked for.  However, I did use wheat flour:o)  Jay said he noticed by the color of the cookie.  Every little bit helps, right?

8.  Family & Friends.  Visited once again by my parents this week.  Short and sweet visit which allowed Santa(s) to go shopping.  Also met up with several friends this week and weekend.  So nice to hang out together when it gets too cold for the kiddos to go outside.  Play dates are a must.  I know that both parties enjoy them.  (Sometimes I think my kids get bored with me).

7.  Toys R' Us.  Last Sunday afternoon, Jay and I decided to take the kids shopping to preview the toys.  It was a HUGE success.  Santa will be bringing exactly what Mallory asked for and Clayton will be getting something he enjoyed as well.  I loved watching their faces when they found something that they adored.  This might have to be the start of a new tradition.

6.  Irritating Elf.  If you read last week's blog, you know that we have an elf named Christinia.  Cute little thing, but she's starting to be a little irritating.  Mal gets up at the crack of dawn to see where she is and what she's doing.  A few nights this week, she woke up in the middle of the night (like 2AM!) and I had to reassure her that it was not morning.  I LOVE seeing her face when she sees her or when she's talking about her, but the early morning/nights are a drag.  The things we do for our kids.  (Jay told Mal that maybe Christinia had to go back to the North Pole to help Santa.  Her look was priceless.  She isn't.  Still here.  For now).

5.  Clayisms. 
(*)  Ummm...Clay POOPED in the bathtub this week.  It was GROSS.  He farted in the water and then stood up and dropped one.  Bathtub was obsessively cleaned before Mal got in for her time. 
(*)  He's getting sneaky.  He opened up our pantry, grabbed a sucker from our bin, and ran into the living room, and hid behind our rocking chair.  What else is he going to do?
(*)  I feel like I constantly am telling him NO.  I am really quite shocked he doesn't say the word NO because he hears it 50 times a day.

4.  Malloryisms.
(*)  Several times this week I saw Mallory showing small acts of kindness.  Totally warmed my heart.  From giving her friends a candy (before she had one) to saying Please and Thank-you.  Proud Momma here.
(*)  Calls hand sanitizer--hanitizer.  Which makes sense right??
(*)  Seems my vocabulary is wearing off on her.  Irritating and hilarious were used this week in the right context.  Yep.  She's a mini me.
(*)  She's finally "agreed" to let me work with her on school stuff.  Before, I felt like I was pulling teeth.  Now, it's okay for some reason.  Her growth still amazes me.
(*)  Speaking of growth, she's grown 3/4 of an inch in just over a month.  No wonder her 4T pants are TOO short!  My daughter will be in 5T pants! YIKES.

3.  Mall Santa Visit.  OMG.  Jay hates visiting Santa.  I could take or leave it.  But I am fond of the "experience."  So Jay sucks it up and goes along with me.  This year, it was kinda random when we went.  Wasn't planned at all.  Just woke up Saturday morning and was like "LET'S DO THIS!"  We got there a little before 10AM with our "game face on."  And to our surprise there was like three other families there.  We were IN and OUT in like 15 minutes!!!  A record for sure.  Mallory was shy, Clay hated it.  But we did our duty.  I was bummed it wasn't the same Santa that we've had for the last three years...but he was friendly.  AND Mal once again confirmed that the gift she wanted from Santa, the one she saw at the store, was the EXACT gift we bought her.  Santa knows!:o)

2.  Our Xmas Tree.  After work this week we went and bought our tree.  It is an extremely round, full tree.  We both think it's our best one yet.  Decorating it was a bit of a hassle with Sir Clayton.  But we took fun family pictures in front of it.  I love the way it smells and the glow it gives.  There's just something about having a Christmas tree in your house that makes you feel good.  Now if we could only get Clay to leave the ornaments and train alone, we'd be good to go.  HA!

1.  Shopping with the BIG man.  I had the opportunity to shop with Santa this year (AKA Jay, my hubby).  We took off around 5:30 on Thursday.  Got into Kzoo around 6:00.  And shopped 7 stores in 3 HOURS.  Not many people, and we doubled up on some of the stores (Jay was at Home Depot, while I went to Target).  Did I mention that we also grocery shopped too?!?!  We had enough time to stop and enjoy a drink and appetizers at Main St. Pub.  Have REAL conversation and a break.  It was bliss.  Now we just have to wrap:o)

That's a wrap.
Another week down.
Hope everyone enjoyed their week.
And for those of you that are teachers, only 2 weeks left!!
Good luck with this week!!

With love,
Mrs. Newell

P.S.  I'm extremely jealous of my friends and family who have SNOW.  Please send some our way.

P.P.S  Weird finding this week.  Jay's parent's birthdays are the 13th and 15th.  My parent's birthdays are the 14th and 16th.  Now isn't that strange???  I'm a big numbers person...love finding patterns or weird coincidences in dates. 

The Elf Thing

We have an elf dilemma at the Newell Household.

You've heard of the Elf on a Shelf, right? 

Well, you see, we actually have THREE elves.  And I've (not-so-much Jay) been so confused on how to combine all these elves together, without getting too confused at what elf goes where or does what.  And it doesn't help that I have an extremely smart almost 4-year old, who remembers everything and questions everything.  I have had too many drawn out conversations to count about our elves. 

So, Elf #1 is Sally.  She came to our house last year.  She is "invisible."  She comes to our house at night and watches Mal.  She talks to me about how she did that day and then go reports back to Santa.  Her "sprinkle" is seen at night when she travels to see Mal and visit with me.  Sally also brought many treats, toys, and other things to Mal and left them in a box that Mallory and I made last year.  This year, the box has not played a role in her "job."

Elf #2 is Christina.  She was given to us by Mal's Great Aunt.  She, a soft, figurine, came with a book, that tells a story about her coming to the Children's world.  Christina has taken up space in Mal's bed since late November.  Starting the first of December she started hiding (in the freezer) and doing some mischief around our house.  I even moved her during the day today (was taking her out of the bathroom) and Mal flipped out, saying "Look at Christina!! She moved!! How silly of her." 

Then we have Elf #3, the original Elf on the Shelf.  Which we have not "used."  He sits in the playroom and watches over Mal and Clayton.  I find him rather creepy. 

So, I guess our Christina is our Elf on the Shelf.  She's cuter, at least I think so.  Sally is still around, but pays attention to the things Christina can't see.  My only problem is keeping them straight and making sure the stories match.  Because Miss Mallory Jayne Newell is wise and I feel she might be on to my shananigans with Sally.  But not-so-much with Christina.  Who knows!  How long does this last anyways?? That you can convince them of something that is really not real.  I honestly feel a bit bad that I'm lying to her.  The whole Santa and Elf thing.

**DUDE--she JUST woke up and I hear her calling, "Christina?  Where are you?  I put her right there and she's not there anymore."  She's looking in the fridge and freezer.  "Maybe she'll sneak up on me Mommy."  Gosh, I can't keep a straight face.  I LOVE this.  She is SO into this.  AND I AM SO SNEAKY!!!!  LMBO**

Top 10 for the week:

10.  HUGE.  So, I totally thought I was on top of things when I ordered my xmas cards a few weeks ago.  Who wouldn't right?  Well, I got them this week and they are HUGE.  Like, half a page.  I was shocked.  Guess I didn't pay close enough attention to the dimensions of the cards! Oops!  Will next year!  So, if our xmas card takes up half of your fridge--SORRY! (if it even makes it to the fridge!:o))

9.  Prowler Adventure.  Today we really didn't have much planned.  Kids got up early as usual and we kinda just did nothing until we decided to head outside.  After putting up a few more lights (according to Mal we don't have enough), we headed to the barn, and saw the Prowler.  We decided to go on a prowler ride.  We tooled around the pond a few times making a MUCH needed path.  Kids loved it.  Daddy loved it.  And I loved it.  Simple, yet so fun. 
 
8.  Bidding. This past week, was the Chamber Dinner at Hard Times "downtown."  Dinner and then an auction follows.  I've bid once or twice before, but not as much as I did that night.  Let's just say I REALLY enjoyed raising my hand and nodding on a bid.  Ummm....wouldn't mind going to another auction.  Just sayin'.

7.  Library.  On Mondays, we usually don't go to library because Mal has dance that day in the complete opposite direction.  Due to timing and driving, we've been skipping out.  This week because of the Chamber Dinner, Mal could not go to dance.  So, we headed to the library in the afternoon.  Mal enjoyed it and it made me proud at how well she followed directions and listened.  Preschool has been an extreme blessing and tool in creating the little student she has become.  Yeah for Preschool! (By the way she's a sheep in the Christmas program next week!  So excited.)

6.  Coordinating Nap Times.  My kids seem to not have gotten the memo from me about sleeping at the same time so the "boss" can have a break.  The days that Mal does not take a nap (we are unfortunately weening off of naps), Clay takes an extra long one--like close to 2 hours.  The days that Mal takes a long nap, like 2 hours, Clay takes an hour nap.  Now this wouldn't seem as bad.  However, Mal is hard to put down and by the time I end up getting her to sleep, Clay wakes up 30 minutes later.  The life of a stay-at-home mom.  Sending the memo out again is on my to-do list this week:o) 

5.  Clayisms.  One day this week, Clay took off his socks and discovered his sock fuzzies.  He was fascinated for about 20 minutes which is REALLY long in Clay's book.  He had such a puzzled, intrigued look on his face.  I laughed.  He is turning into quite the handful lately.  I am constantly chasing him around telling him "NO," pulling him down off of chairs and misc other furniture he climbs, and getting him out of things he shouldn't be in.  Is this normal??? I mean, I know he's a toddler and SO boy, but do they really do this much???  I never rest.  Ever.  Because of our little, sweet man.  Sometimes I wish he wasn't so cute.  I think I'd be a little stricter with him.  And if he's stop kissing and hugging me, that would help too.

4.  Malloryisms.  My girl.  Cracks me up!!  Monday was a rough day for her.  Not sure if she missed her dad or what.  But here was a few of her comments to me that day:
"I like Daddy's hot chocolate better.  It is warmer and more chocolaty."  (Really?!?!?!)
"Speeding is dangerous Mom."  (As I was accelerating--NOT speeding)
"Did you see that sprinkle?"  (She meant sparkle--referring to our "elf")

And then later this week a monologue to Clay in the backseat:
"Clay when you get older, I'll show you how to do that (read a book without tearing pages).  And you can chew gum but don't swallow it.  That's bad.  That right Mom?"  (That right is a phrase she uses often).

I always tell her she's my favorite girl.  During nap time yesterday, I said this to her, and she replied "You're my favorite Mommy."  Melts my heart.


3. Old co-workers.  Miss them.  But love them.  Had another one call me out of the blue this week, and she stopped by after school for over an hour.  I so thought that I would just fall off the face of the earth when I didn't go back to school.  But turns out, I didn't.  They contact ME!  And I see them and talk to them.  And it makes me feel happy.  Thank-you for staying my friends even when I'm not at school anymore.  I appreciate your friendship and enjoy being in "the loop."  I am also rooting for you!!!  Even when the politicians are not.  Scary thought.

2.  Holistic Health.  I went to a holistic health person this week.  It was hopeful.  Not sure if I buy into everything...but I'm willing to try it out.  We will see. (Still no pop or alcohol since kidney stone.  Going on 28 days.  Lost 5 pounds too.  Less sweet cravings.)

1.  December. Can we say FUN!!! Mal is at the perfect age. She lights up to Christmas music, elf tactics, Outdoor lights (even only one string!!), baby Jesus, and anything that has to do with the holiday. It is so gosh darn cute and brings me back to how special this holiday truly is to a child and everyone. She has no clue what she wants for Christmas (everyone keeps asking her and she replies "I don't know.") but she sure loves everything else around her. Her expression on her face when seeing Santa in the parade on Saturday, was priceless. It was the I'm-shy-but-I-love-you-and-you-make-me-excited face. If you know her, you know this face. Now Clay, enjoys the holiday as well, but for other reasons. Like he gets to touch more fun things and get into everything. We are so excited to put up our tree next weekend! We can hardly wait! (HUGE sarcasm).

Yeah!! For the first week of December!!
Hope you are enjoying this crazy warm weather.
Have a great week.
Christina will:0) and so will my Miss Mallory.

Until next week,
Mrs. Newell

It Fits

I vividly remember this time of school year.  The thoughts of-- just get me to Thanksgiving break.  And then just get me to Christmas break.  Your mind, as a teacher, is set on vacation time--away from your students.  The kids are NUTS, excitement driven, and SO hard to teach.  Lots of time is spent on keeping the kids' attention and getting homework turned in.  Stress.  Stress that luckily I have been able to avoid this year.

It's different here.  Being a stay-at-home mom.  I get to share in the excitement of the holiday season with my kids.  The expression on Mal's face this year was priceless.  It was adorable.  Each time a new bin came up, a new chore was asked of her.  PJ's on, teeth brushed, toys put away.  It was brilliant.  Still wish I had a few more bins of Xmas decorations to set out.  We've also enjoyed making cookies, decorating, crafting, enjoying the outdoors (even if it's COLD), AND it's not even December yet!

Don't get me wrong, I have stress.  But it's so different.  And minimal.  Nothing compared to teaching 65 fifth graders during this holiday season.  And trying to accomplish everything at home and cherish the holidays with my family (especially my kids).  My stress unfortunately came home with me, EVEN though I tried so hard to leave it at school.

I was hoping to have a decision-of whether I'd stay at home next year-by Christmas.  And as most of you know--or can tell by my blog--I think I had the answer way back in the first week of September.  Teaching "fits" me but being a stay-at-home mom "fits" me better right now.  If the shoe fits, wear it, right?!?!?!

Top 10 for the Week:

10.  Downfalls.  Why not start out with the drawbacks of the week?  Minor, little occurrences.  But thought I'd share.  1)  I have another stupid cold.  Seems my body just can't recover.  I am sick of doctors, medication, and feeling lousy.  Done.  2)  "EEK" problem in the house.  Jay has trapped FOUR mice...here's hoping they are GONE.  3)  I feel I might have lost the potty training train.  Due to the "rock," Clay's training was put to a halt.  Now, it seems I can't go back:0( HUGE bummer.  4)  I really dislike car rides with our children.  Clay is at such an awful stage right now.  Too bad he doesn't watch TV yet.  Let's just say we are REALLY looking forward to Christmas and the TWO major car trips we have to take! 

9.  "Granola."  I'm not sure what has gotten into me.  Media?  Being sick? Or friends?  But I am starting to really look at the food we (my family and I) put into our bodies and the things that surround us.  It is interesting to hear about other peoples' tips on how to stay healthy.  It's not as easy as just buying fresh fruit.  This month I'd like to make my own bread and try smoothies (I really think my kids would LOVE them and then I could get some more veggies in their diet).  I have put in a request to Santa for a bread maker.  Already tried "borrowing" my parents but it seems they took it to Goodwill.  Bread makers are back people.

8.  Preparations.  Holiday preparations are in full swing in the Newell Household and I'm hoping to try a few pinterest ideas this month as well.  IF I find the time.  Put up the Nativity scene today which both kids were googly eyed over it.  Making a felt tree for the kiddos...super excited about that.  AND our Christmas cards are ordered.  YES, I am on the ball. Seriously, never would have thought that, but it's done.  YES!

7.  Clayisms.  Sir Clayton is picking up on some of my OCDisms.  Yes, I have a few.  BUT, a few are not so bad, right?  Anyways, he is such a big boy and is picking up after himself.  After having a snack, he puts the bowl in the sink.  Seriously.  I love it.  Still obsessed with babies.  Thinks he can hold anyone's baby.  Still climbing things and getting many bruises and cuts.  Such a boy.  Full energy all the time.  He wears me out, that's for sure.

6.  Malloryisms.  Is getting rather pushy with her brother.  Several times this week, we caught her hitting her brother.  I partially understand her frustration.  He will not leave her alone and he is getting wise about his actions.  She retaliates and shoves, hits, or pushes.  Trying to teach her the correct way to handle the situation.  Extremely hard. Pray for patience for me please.  In the car on the way home, Clay threw a book at her.  Jay told her it was okay.  She replied matter-of-fact, "I'm not okay.  It's mean."  Help us please.

5.  "Skinny" Bin.  Yes, I have a skinny bin in the basement.  This week, I decided to take a peak and try a few of the pants on.  Boy was I surprised when I was able to gain FIVE new pants!!  Running after the boy and being sick has caused me to be able to fit into my "skinny" jeans--which I wore prior to being preggers with Mal.  Please don't hate me.

4.  Biggest Bar Night of Year.  I was able to meet up with three of my "old" high school girlfriends.  We had so much fun catching up and laughing.  I love you girls!! And truly enjoyed our few hours of yelling (so loud in bar) at each other!  I'm really looking forward to seeing you again.  Hopefully during the holiday.  Who's up for it???  (Side note:  Today marks 21 days of NO pop or alcohol.  I am determined to work this out!)

3.  Black Friday Shopping.  I spent part of Thanksgiving and Black Friday shopping online.  Scored some GREAT deals in the comfort of my parent's home.  It was awesome!! I LOVE online shopping.  It's so easy and so convenient!!  Jay and my dad risked the crowds and went out at midnight and at 8AM to score a DVD player for us and a few other Christmas gifts. 

2.  HOME:o)  Walking up the stairs after being gone for a few days from our home, made me smile.  I love visiting family and going on vacations....BUT being home is SO great.  There is something about the smell, feel, and coziness of your own home.  I love what we've made of our home.

1.  Thanksgiving Celebration.  A great time with the family.  A much needed time away with my parents and family.  We watched Mr. Popper's Penguins which is an adorable movie that all of us enjoyed.  Did some shopping, cooking, playing, and just chilling.  It was nice to have some down time and to enjoy the extended family.  A great time was had by all.  Plus some really yummy food.

Last week of November!
So hard to believe we are approaching December!
Hope you all enjoyed your extended weekend!
We sure did!
Have a great week!
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell

P.S.  Last week's blog had a record high of viewings:o)  Thanks to all of you who take the time out to "listen" to me babble.

P.P.S.  Thanks to all of you who posted on my FB message about vacuuming.  I felt a bit of a slacker in the cleanliness department. SO, I vacuumed THREE times this week.  Not every day, but more than usual.

One Life Change

Since it is Thanksgiving this week, I  felt it was fitting to share with you what I am SO extremely thankful for this year.  I think it's rather obvious, but this year I am thankful for my chance at being home.  It really encompasses all the things in my life that mean the most to me.

Because of this, I am closer and more loving to my husband, kids, extended family, friends, and God.  I am whole again--mind, body (somewhat), and soul.  I am more collected in my thoughts, decisions, house, and parenting skills.  I am witnessing more firsts like crocheting, Zumba, cooking/baking, scrap booking, and blogging.  I am appreciating moments, lessons, people, our community, country, and life. 

Instead of usually being thankful for the extended time off of my teaching job, this year I am thankful for the new outlook on life and for really being able to appreciate this holiday and the meaning of it.

I know it seems so strange to have one life change mean so much.  But it's true.  Because I am slowing down, taking it all in, and being thankful for what I have in this wonderful life God has given me. 

Top 10 for the WEEK:
(GREAT week by the way)

10.  Revisiting ER.  Unfortunately, I revisited the ER this week due to my doctor's suggestion.  What came out of the visit?  Absolutely NOTHING.  I was extremely disappointed and frustrated to have wasted three hours of my day.  No solutions.  But then, I looked at the situation differently and came up with a positive twist.  1) I was able to finish TWO magazines (I am subscribed to 4--and I am always behind).  2)  Jay fed the kids, did the dishes, and folded laundry (BONUS points Jay!!)  3) My MIL came to take Jay's spot so he could go bowling and started bathing the kids.  and lastly 4) I stopped by the bowling alley to switch cars and walking in, brought me back to our "dating days."  It made me smile.

9.  Love of Pinterest.  I made SEVERAL recipes this week.  If you know me, you know that I don't cook or bake.  Or shall I say, I didn't before this fall.  So, it's big in my house and with me.  Two of the recipes were a HUGE hit in my house.  The first one was Baked Ziti and my mom happened to be here.  It felt great making a "real" meal for her, after all the times she has done it for me.  Clay had 3 1/2 helpings.  I am completely serious on that one.  Jay was shocked and couldn't stop raving about it.  The recipe actually made two dishes so I have ONE in the freezer.  How awesome it that?!  The second was a pancake muffin.  We loved them and it was so quick and easy.  Who would have honestly thought that I would be cooking as much as I do??? I'm still in shock.  Love to Pinterest.

8.  Vacuum LOVE.  This is by far my kids' favorite chore I do.  As soon as they hear the vacuum, they come running.  It's like a game and the dog joins in as well.  Such easy entertainment.  I would love to purchase vacuums for them for Christmas.  I really need to look into that so Clay doesn't constantly fight over mine.  The vacuum is BIG in our house.
 
7.  Venturing OUT.  I was so fed up with being on house arrest that I went to Holland to meet friends and my mom.  I couldn't stand it anymore and I was beyond caring about using the bathroom twenty times while gone.  Luckily, I didn't drink much and by the end of the visit my urgency to pee subsided.  Which began the start of a better week!! Praise God.  I was ready. 

6.  Preholiday Prep.  I have a confession to make.  I put almost all of our Christmas decorations out tonight.  I know, it's horrible.  And I feel like I'm totally following the stores, commercials, and advertisements with forgetting Thanksgiving.  But you have to understand that my Fall decorations have been up since September 1st.  It was time.  The kids LOVED it--especially Mal.  Last year, I packed away all the Christmas books to save them for this time of year.  I had to read FIVE Christmas/winter books to her tonight and when I left her room she asked if I could read more to her when she got up in the morning.  LOVE her.  And love how she loves books.  We also put up outdoor lights and lights in the playroom.  The facial expressions on our kids was SO worth the agony and work it took to put them up.  I truly love this time of year.  And having kids, makes it SOOOOO much better and more special. 

5.  The "BIG one."  This year, Jay hunted opening day in our backyard to catch the "BIG one" he saw on his trail camera.  It was great having him so close.  I was finishing up the breakfast dishes when I looked up and saw his orange hat.  I ran to get the kids and we all watched him for awhile.  It was SO strange being able to see him from the kitchen and bedroom windows.  I almost felt like I was invading his privacy:o)  Growing up in a hunting household, I understand the importance of the stillness and silence of the woods.  I know it seems strange, but I still feel bad for "spying" on him. Ha!

4.  Clayisms.  Clay's obsession with getting into things is crazy.  This week he was able to get into Mal's rocking crib, the space between our dresser and wall, his old excersaucer (which he had both legs in one leg hole), Mal's dollhouse (a truly funny sight), and there's more but I can't remember them.  I really don't understand this craze.  But then again, sometimes I really don't understand him:o)  This week Clay also started saying "Mwah" when he gave kisses.  So cute.  That boy will always have my heart.

3.  Malloryisms.  The FUNNIEST thing this week was Mal kept calling my kidney stone a "rock."  Every time she said it I cracked up.  By golly gee girl it better not be a ROCK!! I would much rather have her refer to it as a pebble.  Pebble would be nice.  "Mommy is your rock out yet?"  Let's hope so my dear!!!  Mal and I are also working on teaching Clayton animal noises.  When we see animals in the car, we vocalize their noises.  As I was mooing one morning, Mal says "Good Mooing Mommy!"  Sounded like "Good Morning Mommy."  It was adorable.  She also "wasn't feeling good" Thursday morning, so I let her stay home.  Gosh--lesson learned there.  She was totally fine.  And I felt SO guilty the WHOLE day.  She's in preschool half-a-day and I was freaking out about her staying home when she should have been at school!  Yes, my teacher side came out.  Even typing it now, still makes me feel bad.  I'm done.  Moving on.

2.  Connecting with friends.  Since I was really feeling great by the end of this week, I jammed my Friday-Sunday with outings.  From play dates to old colleagues visiting for dinner to a night out with the hubby to a ladies shopping trip to Kalamazoo--I enjoyed EVERY minute of it.  Thank-you God for making me feel better and getting me back into my world.  I missed it!!

1.  My Sh-- IS together now.  Yes, it is back together.  I feel great (knock on wood).  I'm still keeping my appointment for Wednesday just in case...but I am SO extremely glad that by the end of the week, I was back to normal.  And I think my kids and husband do to.  And everyone else around me:o)

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!
Enjoy your family and friends.
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell

P.S. Today marks 14 days without pop and alcohol.  I broke down this morning and had ONE cup of coffee after a late night out the night before.  I feel SO much better and healthier.  I feel it's a combination of hydrating myself with water and less sugar.  With that, it motivates me to continue.

Having my Sh-- Together

It was an extremely strange week.

It was partly a little celebration.  In the back of my head, I was secretly rejoicing in the fact that I didn't have conferences to get ready for and deliver.  So much work, time, and effort goes into two nights and one afternoon.  No one knows the pain of conferences unless you are a teacher.  It is an extremely stressful week.  And I was SO glad that this week, I was no where near there.

It was also a week for "going through the motions."  I did what needed to be done so that the kids were cared for, fed, and clothed.  Luckily, I have my hubby and mother to help in some of the transportation, grocery shopping, and other stuff that I just didn't get to.  THANKS!

It also had a grin-and-bear-it feel to it.  With this stupid (yes, stupid) kidney stone, I have been constantly drinking water which means that I am constantly peeing.  Try doing that with a 1 1/2 year old and almost 4 year old.  If you see Clay and wonder why he has a few extra bruises on his forehead this week, it's due to my eyes not being on him ALL the time this week.  Boy--does that boy like to climb and fall into everything and anything.  Sorry Clay--I should be more on my A-game this week.  And you know better!!!

It was also a little cabin feverish.  GOSH...I wanted out SO bad.  From Sunday until Thursday, I had only been out twice, to take Mal to school and to go to another doctor's appointment.  The kids were bouncing off the walls and I was getting an itch to go somewhere, anywhere.  Can we say Winter?  What the heck am I going to do then???

It's funny everything stands still in your little world for one week, while everything else around you keeps going.  I'm hoping that I will have my sh-- together (pardon my swear word) this week.  I want play dates, errands to run, and things to keep me busy.  This IS the year of:  declutter, organize, spiritualness, parenting, crafting, discovery, enjoying life.  (I know that technically this is suppose to happen every year, right?  But teaching and I just don't go well together when I have kids.  It's so strange).

Here's to having my sh--* together soon.

*I know that sh-- is a bold word.  And I almost feel guilty writing that on my blog.  But no other word describes what I am trying to say so accurately and strongly.  I know my mother word approve.  In fact, I'm sure she'd say this same exact phrase.  You know what, I think I got this phrase from her.  So, that makes everything right when your mother will say it.  Right?!?!?!

Top 10 for the WEEK:

10.  Time Change.  I really dislike you time change.  I dislike how it turns dark at 6PM and how my kids get up at 6AM.  End of story.  I look forward to fall back.

9.  New Shades.  While visiting Walgreens for like the fourth time this week, I found the perfect shades to replace the ones I sat on in my car.  It was getting a bid old only having one arm (dude--what's the name of the ends of sunglasses.  My brain can't think). With these sunny days, sunglasses are a must.  (I could seriously be a spokesperson about Walgreens.  I LOVE that place).

8.  Great-do.  Thank-you Vicki.  You have saved me or shall I say given back to me about 15-20 minutes a day.  My new do is SO easy to do.  I thought I could handle a more maintenance haircut--but who was I really fooling?!?!  I am not ready for that at this time in my life.

7.  Kidisms. Oh Mr. Picky Clay.  He is turning out to be such a picky eater.  He grunts, gets his pouty face on, and pushes his dish away or drops his food on the floor when he is done.  It's splendid.  At least last night we got him to eat hamburgers Jay made.  It only took about 20 minutes or so when the rest of us were almost finished, but he ate it.  And Miss Mal.  Her sentences and word choice are growing drastically.  It really amazes me some of the things she says or notices.  And how she is still learning how to talk correctly.  This week she said "chair high" instead of high chair.  I thought it was cute.

6.  House Arrest.  Like I mentioned above, I seriously felt like I was on house arrest.  My poor kids and husband.  Two major outings this weekend to the Raider Nation game (so bummed they lost) and church this morning.  I am hoping to get OUT this week.  Please!

5.  Tag-teaming.  As we were heading into the car this morning before church at like 8:25ish, I had to smile.  My husband and I have this tag teaming thing down.  Seriously.  We have fallen into a rhythm of he does one thing with the kids, and then I do the next.  It cracks me up.  It went like this.  I set their clothes out, fed them, while Jay was taking a shower and getting ready.  Then he clothed them, put their coats on, while I was taking a shower and getting ready.  He had them in the car and buckled as I was walking out the door with the "prepared" diaper bag and hats (which we didn't need because it is so warm! yeah!).  Did I tell you Jay even asked me what I was smiling about when I got into the car?  I love the fact that SOME days we get it right.  Now know that not all days are like that! Ha!

4.  Crochet Love.  I've been obsessing about starting a new hobby or shall I say hobbies.  I couldn't decide if I wanted to knit, make jewelery, or crochet.  At Michael's this past Thursday, my mom and I decided it would be crocheting.  So, we bought a book.  And I'm in the process of teaching myself how to.  It's fun.  I can see myself doing this.  I just need to have someone teach me how to do more than just one line or row of stitching.  I just keep practicing and unraveling.

3.  Shopping with Nana.  My mother knows what truly makes me happy.  She came on Thursday and we jointly decided it was time to do some shopping.  Just the two of us.  Which NEVER happens.  We always shop with the two kids and then kick ourselves in the butt thinking that we really shouldn't have done as much as we did with the kids.  But it always seems like such a great idea when we are at it.  Until the meltdowns start on the way home from Kalamazoo.  And the 30 minute drive feels like 60.  We have put in our time of shopping with the kids, so to have this chance was appreciated.  We went to the mall and Micheals.  It was the best out of house arrest I had all week.  Thank-you MOM!  I look forward to hopefully have some time to do Christmas shopping together without kids.  (Did you get that Jay??) :O)

2.  Scrappin' Friends.  We have these great friends called the Northrups.  They live a few miles from our house.  We have these crazy ideas to do things as families, couples, girl time, guy time--whatever the case, we enjoy their company.  Last night it was after the kids were in bed at both houses, Kattie came over to our house and we scrapped (online now!! So cool!!) while Jay went over there and they watched football games or did whatever manly stuff they do together.  Crazy isn't it? But so doable.  And a nice catch-up time.  I'm tired today for staying up so late last night, but I enjoyed the time of scrapping and friendship.

1.  The Member's Box.  Today we officially became members of Southridge Reformed Church in Kalamazoo.  I know it doesn't really seem like a big deal.  But it was to me.  It felt great.  And I am proud to be a part of such a great church.  When the blue notebook was passed to us, I got to check the Member's Box.  I was giddy and elated to do so.

Let's hope for a MUCH better week than last. 
I have lots to do in this year-of-change and year-of-slow-down. 
I hope you all have a great week!! And are enjoying this warm weather. 
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell

P.S.  I totally just had to run after my 18 month who was IN my daughter's room playing with her Barbie dolls (sorry Jay) while she was sleeping IN bed.  He's now buckled into his high chair so that I can finish up my thoughts.  Yes--I am that Mommy.  Who isn't at some time???

WHAT a day.

This weekend has been one that will truly be remembered forever.

From the NO hot water for almost 48 hours to the kids' Baptism to my annoying kidney stone.  Ups, downs, and stillness.  It's crazy.  But I can honestly say that I am thankful for so many reasons.

The hot water bit the big one.  Fortunately, my husband's parents live close.  So we were able to go shower at their house before the kids' baptism and have enough time to get ready (thank-you time change!!).  I am sure glad that I didn't have to be smelly with crazy hair in front of the whole church.  I'm sure Jay is thankful as well:o)

Mallory and Clayton's Baptism was emotional for me.  Maybe someday I will go into great detail the events that have led up to this day, but right is not the time.  So, just know that we have prayed, waited, and wanted this day for so long.  We feel extremely blessed to have finally had them baptised AND that so many family and friends attended to support them and us.  I cherish the ALL-day look of happiness and excitement in Mal's eyes.  Her knowing what her baptism meant and her loving the idea, made the day even better.  Thank-you God for bringing us to this spot, together.

UGH.  My kidney stone.  I had been experiencing pain in the morning, which brought me to tears.  But pushed it off, with advil and the thought that "DUDE, we are finally getting our kids baptised, I can't deal with the pain now."  As our crowd of house guests started leaving, it came back full force which Jay was able to rush me to the ER.  I am thankful for my parents who were there and took control of the house and kids.  I am thankful for my husband who sat beside me and made me laugh (even when I was hysterically crying in pain). 

And by-golly-gee, I am thankful AGAIN for our hot water being out and the PUMP breaking on our wood stove (after the hot water was fixed!!).  Because it meant that my husband was home and around trying to get it figured out all day today.  Which means that in my pain and fogginess (due to meds),  he was there when I needed him.

Which leads me to everything happens for a reason.  In the situation, you really don't have a clue at why God is putting so much on you.  Our frustrations and awe were high.  But our roll-off-the-back attitude, our humor in the situations, our family and friend's support and love, and each other made the weekend bearable and memorable.  A weekend that we'll remember always.

Top 10 for the week:

10.  Free 8x10 collage.  Exactly what it says.  So simple, yet so cool.  I received an email from Walgreens for a free collage.  It was awesome.  I just put in 20 pictures, and they scrambled them into a collage.  Yes!  I will take FREE.

9.  New Playroom.  Friday this brilliant idea came into my head to change our sunroom into a playroom.  All by myself, just before dinner, with both kids.  It was great chaos.  But I LOVE it.  Hello adult living room with no toys.  And hello play room that has doors that I can close:o)  The kids love it too.  We had dinner in there that night.  Which was a huge hit.  Can't wait to really have it organized (there is still our extra fridge in there that needs to come out).  Now I just need play dates!!

8.  Fellow Readers.  It amazes me.  Sometimes I feel like no one reads my blogs because I don't get any responses.  And then other times people message or call me, telling me how much they can relate to something I've written about.  I love those moments.  I mean, the blog is really for me--to write down my thoughts, stories--a record of "the year."  But I enjoy the feedback.  And knowing that I'm not just typing into space.   
 
7.  Sibling Love.  Each week I am more and more in awe of how much my children love each other.  A few days ago while driving in the car, I looked back in the rearview mirror and I saw them holding hands.  Seriously.  I would not make that up.  They were holding hands.  For NO reason.  Then there was this time this week when I was disciplining Mal and Clayton came up and "yelled" at me and pushed me out of the way.  He was defending his sister in his own way.  Little brother love.  He would seriously do anything for her.

6.  Doggie Love.  I have to admit that I started a new post on our dog, Tipper.  But due to the later events of the weekend, I switched topics.  Let's just say that I loved our dog this week and she LOVED it back.  I'll explain later.
 
5.  Communication Clayton.  When I was in the kitchen, he ran up to me, pulled at his pants, and pointed to the bathroom!  He didn't verbally tell me, but his nonverbal cues told me he needed to use the bathroom.  I am still confused at how my 18 month old can use the potty but can't talk.  Any suggestions or ideas??? I'm clueless.

4.  Flat Tire.  As if this past Sunday wasn't enough, Thursday I had a flat tire on my way to work out at Zumba.  Royally bummed, but thankful that my hubby came to my rescue.  Our kids were great in the situation and I was able to share cupcakes with them.  And THEN I went to Walgreens to pick up my free collage.  Hey--I needed to have my "night-out."  I know, I'm pathetic at times.  You do what you gotta do. (Oh--and I also ran into the garage frame with our car that afternoon. We have had a doosy of a week!!).
 
3.  Mal's Halloween Party.  So fun.  So glad I was able to attend and help out.  She was so excited and adorable.  I loved watching her be with her friends and interact with her teacher.  I still am amazed at how much she learns from preschool!  Oh--and Thank-you to Nana for staying home with the Clayster!  I can't even imagine how chaotic it would have been with him there.  I think he enjoyed his Nana time as well:o)

2.  Halloween Night.  Cold, rainy, yucky weather.  But the kids had fun anyways.  Mal was in good spirits as well as Clay (he always is anyways).  Mal's hair turned out great--just like a princess crown and Clay was obsessed with big pot of candy at Grandma and Grandpa Newell's.  Overall, it was fun and BOTH kids were good sports with the crazy weather.

1.  Baptism.  Almost four years later, and BOTH of our kids are baptised.  At the same time.  Not exactly what I thought it would be like, but not everything always turns out the way you thought it would.  We are blessed.  A warm, supportive church.  Love from family and friends.  And love and blessings from God.  What else could you really ask for? 

It's Monday already. 
Kids are in bed and I'm ready to start veggin' out on the couch.
Have a great rest of the week!!
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell

P.S.  By the way, IF I were still teaching, I would have had parent-teacher conferences tonight.  With a kidney stone?!?!?! Gosh--I'm thankful I'm not teaching right now too!!!

An Ordinary Week in the Newell Household

An Ordinary Week

No thought provoking blog today.  Just the top ten.

Top 10 for the Week:

10.  Nerves.  Yes, I have them.  I'm a tad nervous about this winter.  Will I have cabin fever?  Will I drive myself crazy?  I'm hoping not.  Here's to having friend play dates and finding stuff to do outside of the house.  Just had to throw that one out there.  With the cold comes snow.  Not sure I'm prepared for that.

9. Special Delivery.  My 31 Party bags came this week.  Oh to see the expressions of all the ladies who received bags.  It was priceless.  I think that I would like to be a delivery person someday.  Or flowers.  Whatever---I loved seeing their faces and reactions.   Would do it again in a heartbeat:o)  Oh and I LOVED getting mine too. 

8.  Hotness.  This week we had a few record breaking temperatures.  ALMOST caused me to turn the air on.  The kids and I enjoyed them by spending most of the days outside.  It was great to be able to take advantage of extreme warmness in late October.

7.  Fish Hatchery.  What a fun place!  An unplanned trip which turned out to be a fun outing on one of the hot days.  We fed fish, hiked, played in the dirt, and looked at the displays they had in their building.  We will definitely be going back there.

6.  Carving Machines.  Due to the hot weather, we carved pumpkins on our back deck.  It was neat to see both kids enjoying it.  Last year, Clayton was barely sitting up, and this year he was standing IN the pumpkin.  He was cautious about getting the goo out but he was all about eating the pumpkin top or any other part that came out of the pumpkin.  Mal was all about doing it herself.  Such a big girl.  I'm realizing that she will be four in just a few months. Wow!  By the end of the our family time, Jay and I were both ready to come in and settle down.  It was getting a big crazy.

5.  Clayisms. 
*Sir Clayton is one of the messiest eaters I have ever seen.  Today he had some yogurt of lunch and proceeded to cover his entire face, his shirt, the chair, and the table.  All the while, smiling, laughing, and being his jolly self. 
*We had visitors this weekend.  While Jay and I were cooking, Mr. Jamie was watching Clayton in the sun room.  While watching the game with Mr. Jamie, Clayton took off his diaper and peed on the floor.  Afterwards he pointed to it.  Now, I know this kid hates diapers and I'm assuming that he is potty training himself this early because of this.  But really kid??  Peeing on the floor??  Had to laugh but I truly hope this doesn't happen again.  We shall see.  Nothing surprises me with Clayton.
*Out of the blue he said:  Elephant and I swear he said Thank-you.  Still can say va for vacuum.  wa for water.  dadda and momma.  bi for bird.  And misc other words he says like once and then doesn't say again.

4.  Malloryisms.
*"I need to put my big pants on."  (This was referring to her bigger sweat pants...but I think it's cute.)
*"I need to eat slow because I'm a princess and princesses eat slow." (Yes, you are a princess:o))
*Jay and I are realizing more and more that our daughter is goofy.  I mean really goofy.  We sit at the dinner table or in the car and crack up at the comments, songs, and facial expressions she gives us.  It's hilarious.  And it surprises me that, at four, she already has such a spunky personality.

3.  Thursday Pizza.  The last four Thursdays, the kids and I have been going to Pizza Hut after Mal's school.  I talk with her about her school and week and it's like our little thing.  I didn't realize we were regulars until the waitress said "Just cheese bread sticks and drinks?"  Yes please.  This week, we had friends join us.  I have part of my routine down people!! So excited.

2.  Sickness STILL here.  It has not left our house.  I think I'm going on week four and Clayton is on week five.  Whatever the case, I ended up taking him to the clinic on Friday by myself with both kids while Jay was hunting out back to get the "Big One."  I literally had like five minutes to spare before the clinic closed.  BUT we got there.  He has RSV or something.  Antibiotics, breathing treatments, and steroids (which make him gag because it tastes so bad and then he throws up.  It's lovely).  He was wheezing so bad they actually did a treatment when we got there.  I'm glad I had that mother instinct to take him in last minute.  It's amazing how that just appears.  Here's hoping we are back to healthy by the middle of this week.  I woke up with a stuffy nose this morning!!! UGH.

1.  College Friend Visits.  We had the pleasure of my dear friend from college and her hubby visit.  It was SO nice to catch up, share our kids, and have house guests.  Makes me realize how much I miss her and how blessed I feel to have her in my life.  She's one of those people who I can catch up with in just a few hours.  It feels like we were never apart.  She's also one of the nicest, warmest people I know.  Just a good person.  It's hard to find people like her in this world. 

Well folks, it's Monday.
I can hear my kids screaming from the living room.
Time to get this week going!
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell

Guilty

As I was getting ready this morning at like 8:45AM, I felt a tidbit guilty.  Why?  Because it was 8:45AM!! This time last year, I had already been up for almost three hours, gotten myself ready, my kids ready, had breakfast with my students, AND taught a science class.  Then, I started thinking about all of the things I've been guilty of doing this year SO FAR and I was astounded.  Really?!?!?! 

 

I am guilty of getting up at 7:15AM this morning.  It was my turn to sleep in (and I earned it this weekend!!) and I only woke up because little Miss Mallory ran into our room and said "Mommy!  It's time to get up!"  Love her.  Not the wake-up call.

 

I am guilty of being in comfy pants today.  I'm sure you've heard.  I have declared Monday comfy pant day.  I dress the kids comfy as well as myself and we enjoy a day of leisure and fun with less strain on our bellies:o)  Side note:  I do change into jeans (usually) when I take Mal to dance in the evening.

 

I am guilty of letting my daughter watch a bit of TV so I can blog.  This morning, her daddy watched sports and news all morning so she was unable to get her Georgie in.  Why should I not give her the pleasure in watching her dear friend?

 

I am guilty of enjoying the fact that my husband made me french toast this morning.  It was requested by Mal, but then she changed her mind and wanted cereal.  Her loss, my gain.  Thank-you honey. 

 

I am guilty of having a pile of laundry to do and a pile of laundry to be put away sitting RIGHT next to me as I type this.  It will get done, but probably not today:o)  

 

I am guilty at doing random things at random times of the day.  While the kids were running around with pom poms and shouting "Go Blue", I was cleaning the fridge and pantry out.  Seriously.  It's Monday.  Before 9:00, and I am randomly cleaning my fridge. 

 

I am guilty of rocking my 18 month old before his nap this morning.  He is getting so big and I miss the cuddles he used to give me ALL the time.  I take what I can get now.

 

I am guilty of have less stress, being calmer, feeling more put together, and enjoying my life a littler more.  It's amazing what life feels like when you slow it down a bit.

 

I guess you could say that I've really fallen into my new job.  And ALL the guilt and pleasures that come with it!! 

 

 

Top 10 for the Week:

 

10.  Forgetfulness.  No clue what got into me this week, but I was very forgetful (NO--I am not pregnant).  I forget Mal's backpack on Tuesday and her picture form on Thursday (which I set on the dryer before heading out the door).  That's all I can think of at this moment.  But my mind was in the clouds.

 

9.  Playing Baby.  BOTH of our kids are obsessed with babies.  So I thought it would be fun to play "babies."  I first pretended Clay was a baby, rocking him, and cooing at him, then I let Mal hold him.  It was a HUGE hit.  Then I did the same with Mallory.  Clayton was a RIOT.  He was like "I-need-to-hold-her-now.  You are NOT taking her away from me."  It was really cute.  LOVE my babies.

 

8.  SICKness.  Going on day EIGHT of my sore throat.  Was tested for strep LAST Tuesday.  I almost wish it would have been cause then maybe I wouldn't STILL have it now.  I'm ready to be done with the tiredness, cough, and soreness and back to working out and feeling myself.

 

7.  Perfect Park Weather.  Wednesday we met some friends for a picnic and park time.  It was GORGEOUS.  Love this weather...and I hear we are getting more this week!! Woohoo for nice weather. 

 

6.  Woodsy Girl.  On Saturday of this past weekend, Mal went out in the woods with my dad.  I remember as a kid doing the same thing.  We'd tool around on the four wheeler, look for animals, do anything else that needed to be done for his hunting hobby.  She LOVED it.  Didn't surprise me since she's obsessed with being outdoors and animals.  Oh and the men in her life:o)

 

5.  Malloryisms.  I'm realizing more and more each day that Mallory is getting older--four in less than three months.  She observes more, says more, and remembers more.  Which can be a good AND bad thing.  Like for example, on the way home from the pumpkin patch yesterday, I said what I thought in my head ("Daddy is grumpy.") and YES, she repeated it to him.  Which made us both smile and helped me make a mental note in my head to keep things to myself. 

 

4.  Trip to Ludville.  Spur of the moment trip to Ludington for the weekend.  Jay was heading to the Michigan game and I didn't want to be home by myself all Saturday, so I decided to head up.  We really didn't do much.  But it was nice to get away and have a new play area.  Too bad Clayton didn't sleep very well which means that his Momma didn't sleep very well either.  Thanks Mom and Dad for hosting us! We enjoyed our stay.

 

3.  Ladies Night.  I had a 31/Creative Memories party this past Thursday.  I had VERY fun drinks for the ladies with some yummy sundaes.  It was great to have adult conversation and to spend time with women.  Thanks ladies for coming out and visiting me:o)  And thanks Tonya and Melissa for being great hostesses as well.

 

2.  Gene the Pumpkin Man.  We have visited Gene every year since Mal was born.  It's a tradition of ours and like thousands of other Kalamazoo people.  It was the perfect day.  Which made Gene extremely busy.  It was neat for me to see both of our kids participating in picking out their pumpkin and then helping pull the wagon.  Thanks to the lady who asked to take our picture for us...we scored this adorable picture of our family.  Thank-you stranger!

 

 

Us at the Gene the Pumpkin Man in Kalamazoo, MI. 

1.  A simple act.  I might have to say that this is my favorite memory of this fall SO FAR.  After visiting the clinic for my sore throat, we headed out of the building.  Mal noticed this huge patch (I say patch because it's surrounded by cement and by a somewhat busy street) of grass and asked if we could run around in it for a bit.  Normally I would have said "No, we have lots of things to do at home.  Maybe another time."  But today I said, "Sure!  Why not!"  First they ran around chasing each other, laughing, and smiling.  Then at one point Mal laid down on her back, closed her eyes, and took in the sunlight that was shining down on her.  Clayton noticed and followed suit.  Watching both of them, soaking in the sun, eyes closed, enjoying their life, made me feel great.  It was a memory I will never forget.  I also snapped a few shots of them fooling around and that partially captures the moment but not entirely.  I have the best snapshot in my head:o) 

 

I am thankful for this life God has provided for me.  Who would have ever thought a year ago I'd be where I am at now.  Truly blessed and in awe.

 

Thanks for stopping by!

Until next week,

Mrs. Newell

 

 

 

 

 



Life is too short to be too busy to slow down

Many friends, family, old colleagues, and strangers have asked me how this "new life" as a stay-at-home-mom is going.  And it's hard for me to even solely grasp exactly how I feel.  And then to put it into a quick response back--feels impossible.  So here, at this time, I've decided to confess or try to.  And give some explanation to this new world of mine.

I'm more relaxed. I don't feel like every ounce of my being is being used up to it's maximum capacity--if that even makes sense to anyone. Teaching is a TOUGH job. That takes a lot away from a person. Sometimes I never even felt like I was myself anymore. Trying to be superwoman and all. Now, I feel more me. More sane. And I know being a stay-at-home mom is similar but it's different.  Like for example, at this time IF I was teaching, I'd be prepping for the week (which gives me stress just thinking about what I would have had to do).  But instead I'm blogging, carrying on a conversation with myself.  And reflecting.  I have time for that???  Really, I do. 

I feel more balanced. My time is used the way I would like it to be used. Which means I have time for our kids, time for my hubby, time for myself, and time for my friends. It's crazy. And a blessing. I have air pockets of time here and there where I don't have ANYTHING planned. So we just be. Do what we please. How cool is that?

It's getting easier.  I remember moments at the beginning of this summer (and even last summer) when my frustration and patience levels were all over the place.  I didn't feel like I was really enjoying my alone time with our kids.  I know, hard to believe right?  I guess I always knew that the summer wasn't permanent...so just plug away and get through with it.  I feel in a much better place now.  I understand my kids more.  Or maybe they understand me more.  We also have routines.  Routines of getting ready in the morning, routines of getting out the door, routines of what to do when mommy is cooking, and just this past week we discovered a new routine of when mommy is running/walking on the treadmill.  ROUTINES makes me think of teaching--and the importance of them and how NO classroom runs smoothly without well, practiced ones.  So can say we are pretty much getting that down. 

I really do enjoy being at home.  I knew this before, but I didn't realize how much I really do.  This past week we stayed at home (except for a few errands here and there) all week.  The kids were BETTER behaved for me and I was able to really spend time with them in our home.  Yes, our home is messier...but it's good to know we are putting it to good use!!:o)  AND there was a point on Thursday when I HAD to get out of the house.  And we did.

I see the best (and worst) sides of my kids.  I remember our day care person telling me how wonderful our kids were and THEN I would take them home and they would be HORRIBLE for me.  I wanted to scream, pull my hair out, and be a fly on the wall at Deb's house!  How could these kids be the same??  I now see it.  My kids are GREAT when they have sleep and after they are fed.  Oh and when you spend quality time with them--they are even BETTER.  Don't get me wrong, I still see the worst...but thank goodness I see the best too.  It definitely outweighs the bad. 

I even cook/bake more, craft more (with kids and by myself), scrapbook more, read more (with kids and by myself), workout more, am outdoors more, do yard work more, run more errands, and PLAY more with my kids of course.  I also clean more, do more dishes, do more laundry (UGH).  And I hate to confess this...but I Facebook more.  I need that to be on my less list. 

I spend less time getting ready (not to my liking), watching TV, talking on the phone, rushing, or thinking about what I'm going to do tonight, the next day, next week. 

Overall, I feel pretty darn great about my decision.  NO regrets on my part.  And to the girl that asked if there was a way I could go back after the semester when I was telling a group of stay-at-home moms I was planning on staying at home that next year--I wouldn't even IF I could. 

Life is too short to be too busy to slow down.  And I am taking full advantage of that.




Top 9 for the week:

9.  Sleep Deprived.  For some unknown reason, this past week has been a struggle for our kids to sleep through the night.  It brought us back to newborn stage.  It was ugly.  I must say it does ween me off of having another newborn.  It amazes me how you forget so easily what it was like to NOT have sleep.  Gosh, what I would give right now to have ONE solid night of sleep.  Crossing my fingers for our children to get back to their patterned sleep!

8.  Our Ballerina.  I must say I LOVE Monday nights with my Mallory.  It is so great to spend some quality time with just here in the car, at class, and then on the playground afterwards.  She eats it up.  And enjoys every minute of it (except for that ONE Monday awhile back that she did not get a nap prior to dance--boy was that a rough one). 

7.  Home Bodies.  Yes, this week we stayed home.  Don't ask me what we really did all week.  We were outside a bunch and who knows what else we did.  But we were home.  And the kids loved it.

6.  Attention.  Okay, I know this isn't rocket science or anything but I discovered something this week.  IF you give a child attention, they WILL behave better. Yes, it's true.  There were several moments this week where it was just the three of us playing together, reading together, eating together, doing whatever together.  Which in turn meant less timeouts or squabbles with the two kids.  It was bliss.

5.  Girl's Night Out.  I was able to get away and have a movie/drink night out this past week.  MUCH needed girl talk with great company.  Also made me realize how far I've come to being in this new job and how awesome it feels to be grounded.

4.  Malloryisms.  There were SO many this week!!
*"2012, 2012"  (Yes, my daughter knows the year we are in.  Thank-you St. Mary's school!!)
*"Clay, I don't want to see your body."  (As Sir Clayton is running around naked.  That boy would rather be naked than dressed.)
*"Mommy that is way funny."  (Referring to a face we made out of crackers and cheese snack.)
*"Hey Daddy, IF you feel like it, you can bring me home a sucker from work.  But don't tell Mommy, it will be our secret."  (Said to Jay as he was kissing her goodbye one morning.  Really??)
*"Daddy, what are those girls doing?"  "They are cheering on the football team."  "What are those boys doing?"  "They are also cheering on the football team."  "How come they aren't playing?"  "That's a really good question."  "Maybe they don't like football."  (Said to Jay while watching the Michigan game).
*"Mommy do you smell my fart?"

3.  The Potty King.  Clayton is.  I have to admit it.  He has pooped on the potty four times and peed--I can't even count how many.  He will be 18 months this next weekend and he is potty training himself.  For heaven's sake the kid can't even say more than five words BUT he can go on the potty.  It shocks me.  And puzzles me.  And saves me money:o)

2.  Triple Date.  In downtown Kalamazoo.  A late night, but so much fun.  AND our babysitter had both kids in bed by 8:45PM.  I asked her what she was doing at 8:00 every night. 

1.  Our New Church.  We have decided to join the church we have been going to the last few months.  AND have our kids baptized there.  We are extremely pumped about this and feel this is truly the best fit for our family.  We had our first meeting tonight and we both left feeling really good about our decision.  SO great to have prayers answered:o)

Night friendly readers!! Have a great week!!
Mrs. Newell

"It's" Gone

It's happened. 

I no longer feel "it."

And I'm not even sure what "it" is, BUT I can describe it to you. 

Anyone who has worked for a school system or who has gone to school for awhile knows the feeling I am talking about.  The feeling when you are anywhere else but in school during the work week.  It can be a Tuesday morning or a Monday afternoon.  Does not matter the weekday or time.  For whatever reason, a doctor's appointment, home sick or with sick kids, a personal day, funeral, whatever it may be, you are someplace else besides school.  And you feel like you are in the wrong.  The feeling you have when you know you should be in school, but you are not.  Guilt maybe?  BUT you feel this gut wrenching urge, desire, thought (not sure on the word here) that you NEED and HAVE to be at school.

Well......I no longer feel "it".

It's gone.  It disappeared this week.  Poof!  Shocked me.  Took me back for a bit. 

I think it was maybe Tuesday, I think, that I was like, DUDE--I NO longer feel guilty for being at home with my OWN kids.  I don't feel the NEED to be at school. 

In fact, I feel great.  I feel like I am totally where I should be at, at this point in my life.  Don't get me wrong, there has definitely been ups and downs to this whole process.  And even this past week felt rather BLAH.  Cold weather?  Into routine?  Cranky mommy?  Cranky kids?  Was there a full moon I didn't know about????  Anyways, we are moving on.

Losing that "it" feeling is huge.  A weight off my shoulders.  A step in the right direction. 

And I feel great.


Top 11 for the week:

11.  Forgotten Sweet Gesture.  A few weeks ago in church, Mal reached over entwined my hand with hers and then reached for her Daddy's and did the same.  She looked up at me and smiled.  It was so sweet.  So cute.  And SO cherished. 

10.  Family Photos.  I love JC Penney pictures.  It's cheap, quick (for the most part), easy, and I get them back in ONE week.  I am NOT good at keeping the baby books up-to-date, measuring my kids, or keeping track of things--but I AM good at making sure we get our photos done.  This Fall's photos were GREAT!  I was extremely pleased with how they turned out.  In fact, we had to sign a release form because JC Penney was interested in using them for their advertising.  I know, I'm a dork.  BUT, I thought it was kinda cool:o)  We also got a free 8x10 out of the deal.

9.  Exercise.  I got two runs in this week (only 1 mile each at 12 minutes) and a Zumba class.  HUGE.  Felt great.  I LOVE the way my body, mind, and soul feel after a good workout.  Now if I can only continue that on to this week.  Motivation people!!!

8.  Homecoming Parade.  We were back in time from Mal's field trip to see the parade.  Mal and Clay enjoyed it greatly.  I saw LOTS of students who yelled out my name and waved to me.  It was great to see all of them--I can't believe how BIG they are already!!  It makes me feel old.  Clay got a shout out from a student and the expression on his face was priceless.  He felt WAY cool. 

7.  Heart-to-Heart.  Mal and I had a conversation just before bed this week that was about good and bad choices.  After such a rough week last week, I was searching for something to "fix" the situation.  It didn't entirely fix it but it did make things better.  She knows the differences between good and bad choices.  I just have to keep reminding her of them. 

6.  Clayisms.
~Clay can not only open our kitchen cabinets (pushing down on the locks), he can now open our pantry as well.  Anytime he feels like having a snack, he heads to the pantry, opens it up, grabs what he wants, and then closes the doors.  Sneaky boy. 
~Really starting to pester his sister.  I mean REALLY.  And he knows it.  There was a fight in the morning this week where Mal wanted a book on the floor and Clay wanted it on the couch next to Mal.  Brought back memories of my brother and me. 
~This week I also really noticed him saying MORE.  And we heard him say Grandpa to Jay's grandpa today.  He's also said water, vacuum, and buck this week.  I just need to pay attention more to what he is truly saying.

5.  Malloryisms. 
~"Mommy, you and me are the same."  (at breakfast one morning for no reason at all. Just within the last few weeks or so she's been calling me Mommy--totally out of the blue).
~While reading bedtime books, Mal noticed that one of them had a picture of an Earth in it.  She asked me what it was and I was kinda lost for words.  I tried explaining that we were just a speck on this BIG huge, round ball.  "Just like the elephant Mommy." "Ummmm...sure, but the earth is MUCH bigger than an elephant."  "No, I mean like in the movie."  Yes friends, my daughter was referring to Horton Hears a Who which we watched months ago.  Brilliant I tell ya!!! And totally saved me from a huge, drawn out conversation.  Thank-you Disney.

4.  October 4th.  Aunt Lindsay's Birthday:o)  We also enjoyed time playing outside since it was gorgeous out!! The kids played with the hose and water! Yes, can you believe that?!?!  It was adorable seeing Clay try with all his might and succeeding in spraying the hose.  He also thought he was pretty cool being able to spray his sister with it.  Mal enjoyed making soup in her pot and mud pies.  Nana and I sat back, took pictures, and took in the memory. 

3.  Sibling LOVE.  It is so heartwarming to see the way my kids interact with each other.  I witnessed Clay intently looking at Mal and strongly seeking her attention this week.  Mal made a bed for Clay in our living room this week with tons of blankets, "fluffies" (stuffed animals), and pillows.  They do not always act this way...but I sure enjoy the moments they do. 

2.  Clay's Obsession.  Babies.  At almost 18 months, he is obsessed with babies.  Anytime he sees one, he gets these googly eyes, reaches for them, gently touches them, and makes this weird cooing noise.  It's so stinking cute.  He is SUCH a sweet boy. 

1.  Mal's 1st Field Trip.  Mal and I enjoyed her first field trip to the Apple Orchard.  A wagon ride, picking apples, tasting donuts and cider,  and playing games.  It was a blast!  SO glad I was able to go and enjoy it with her without having to run after Clay (Thank-you Grandma Newell for watching Sir Clayton!!). Another opportunity we would have missed out on, IF I had been working.

Thanks for reading.  Hope you enjoyed.
Have a great second week of October!!
Until next week,
Mrs. Newell

3.5

3.5   

The age of my daughter.  The age of the start of my "trying threes" confusion.  The age of more tantrums, sassy talk, screaming, wicked memory, and so much more, do I really need to go on?

I am perplexed.  Dumbfounded.  LOST.  I have no clue how to deal with some of the tantrums I have had in the last week or so.  I am starving for a directory.  For a book to read.  Other parents to give me WORKING advice.  Anything.

There was a situation at a friend's house this evening that has given me one HUGE lesson learned.  Not going into the details of things.  But out of Mallory's actions a friend of hers was hurt.  Not severely-no stitches, band-aids.  But enough to cause the kid to cry.  I right away jumped to conclusions (ASSUMED--which I remember one of my teachers telling me when you ASSUME you make an ASS our of U and ME) without truly listening to either child. 

Thank GOD I have my husband.  When we got home, he took her aside and LISTENED.  Truly listened.  Questioned.  And discovered it was an accident.  I felt like and still feel like an ass.  When I try and wrap my head around the scene, I can see that it makes sense.  I mean she has never acted that way before and she was apologizing when I approached them.  BUT, what I've seen of her these last few weeks has caused me to jump to these conclusions.

She's fine now.  Her bubbly self.  Chatting a mile a minute. And now finally asleep.  Lesson learned:  LISTEN and ASK.  You would think that I would be able to apply my 10.5 years of teaching and dealing with behavior issues in my classroom to my own HOME and child.  Yeah, guess I was in the clouds on that one. 

It amazes me how quickly her personality can change. She wakes up in the morning and she's a real grump but any mention of an animal outside or her favorite cartoon show--and she is happy.  Same with nap time or any other tantrum.  If I distract her, she almost forgets she was having an issue.  Please tell me this is not foreshadowing her teenage years. 

I keep reminding myself she is only 3 1/2 years old.  Trying to understand, figure out, and deal with her emotions and those around her.  Gosh, I can't even deal with my emotions all the time!  How do I teacher== a 3 1/2 year old???  Patience, modeling, honestly, and LOVE.  Sound good?  Cause that's what I'm going with.

Parenting is difficult.  I knew when I signed up for this job.  I never thought it was easy, but I sure as heck didn't think it would be this hard.



Top 10 for the week:

10.  My Little Helper.  Earlier in the week Mal helped me out a lot with chores around the house.  She was SO pumped about doing it.  Everything from spraying the bathtub with water to cooking Peach Cobbler to washing dishes.  The more she's a part of the better she behaves.  I need to remember this:o)

9.  Fruit Flies.  Our house has been invaded by fruit flies.  Advice from a friend for a deadly concoction has caused us to have MANY casualties in our house.  One day I counted 25 or so in BOTH glasses.  I put the glasses away yesterday and realized I was much too eager to think we had ridden ourselves of these pesky annoyances.  Mal helped me make another batch that has filled two glasses on our windowsill.

8.  Play date.  Midweek we had a great play date with new friends.  Play time, lunch, golf cart ride, and picking Concord grapes made for quite the fun time.  Time seemed to slip away before we even knew it! 

7.  Sunday Dinner.  Sunday dinner this week was done by my dear friend.  We enjoyed adult company while the kids played well and enjoyed the outdoors.  Meal was delicious and we had fun.

6.  Malloryisms.
"I make good chili." (Sitting down at our chili dinner she proclaims to all of us)
"Mommy, if you are going to be a witch you will need a sweeper." (Broom)
"I think the caffeine in Nana's drink is making me not sleep." (Referring to Diet Pepsi SIP and nap time)
"Mommy, did we read the page about the cat?"  (Calling me out on skipping a few pages in Mr. Gumpy's Ride--I read AT LEAST 3 books a night. Come on kid, give me a break)

5.  Monday Morning Yard work.  YES, I did yard work on a Monday morning in the FALL.  It was beautiful.  The kids LOVED it.  And so did I.  It's nice to be able to be outside at this time of the year.  And it's even better when the kids can entertain themselves with the outdoors.  Mal's "friend" the Stink Bug had quite the fun time.  She made him a cozy bed, cover up, and little house.  We saw another one today and she thought it was the same one.  So cute.

4.  Clayton's Locksmith Skills AGAIN.  I know.  It's true.  Clayton locked himself in the car AGAIN.  AND Jay was there.  It went like this.  Doing more yard work today.  Put Clay in the little red truck to stay contained due to the fact we were working close to our busy road.  Plus he LOVES pretending to steer.  Car was off.  Windows were cracked.  Oh and I should mention it's an older truck so you have to do everything MANUALLY.  Our little man, locked (no clue really how) both doors.  His smile a mile wide, jumping up and down on the seat, with the keys in hand.  I tried coaxing him to come to me.  No such luck.  I had to step on Jay's knee, stick my hand in the cracked window, and pull the door open.  Will we ever learn???? 

3.  Home SICK.  Mal had a little temp (never reaching over 99.5) on Tuesday so I kept her home from school.  IF I would have worked that day, I probably would have sent her to school.  BUT I wasn't working.  So she stayed home with Clay and me.  I also had:  NO sub plans.  NO calls to fellow teacher friends and to day care.  NO rushing around.  It was bliss.

2.  Clay and Potty.  Clayton has peed in the potty TWICE.  He has an obsession with not having pants on.  And has taken a liking to the potty.  He loves to flush the toilet and watch the water go down.  He will occasionally put little pieces of toilet paper (much, much smaller than his sisters!!) in and almost stick his head in to watch it.  Two days this week he took his diaper off around the potty.  I took FULL FLEDGED advantage of this and put him on the pot.  To our amazement and HIS (such a quizzical look on his face), he went.  Stay tuned.  I think his obsession is more about the actual toilet itself.  I'm worried about him plugging the toilet with odd and random things.  We will see.

1.  Sweet Mallory.  Hard to believe that I would write all those things at the top of my blog and then end with my sweet Mallory but that's how I feel.  I guess I want her back.  Or shall I say I want her sweet all the time.  This week when we were having our before bedtime "cuddle" (we usually just talk about things that are going on, pray, or talk about future stuff) she put her little hand on my cheek and said "I love you Mommy."

Mallory is a lover of little kids, ANY creature big or small, nature, being cozy, dancing, princesses, using her scissors, her room (which she is LOVES to play in now), and her family (even her brother--who she will at times do ANYTHING for).  We will get through this.  I can guarantee you that.  Even if it means more time outs than usual or more early bedtimes or more RESEARCH (from friends and family, and whatever I can grasp hold of).  My sweet Mallory is SWEET.  And SO lovable. 

Here we come week!! Monday is knocking on the door.  And I am ready for a new start.

I hope you enjoy your first week of October.
Mrs. Newell